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Chapter 1

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"If you love me like you say you do why cant you just do this for me. How long you gunna make me wait? " I was so tired of hearing this conversation over and over again. I was 17 and my boyfriend was 21 . Weve been together for a few months now.  I mean he is loving and all and i love him to death. But im just not ready. losing my virginity was something i really wanted to cherish, and i just want to make sure that The time is right. Plus Im to scared of any other possibllites. I would go on and on about braging about how i had a grown boyfriend and he loved me but its like all he ever wants to do was get in my pants. I mean Weve did other things but the actually penis to vagina action?; No. Im just not ready.

" When im good and ready. And if you love me like you say you do why cant you just wait until im ready and want to do it." I knew He loved me. He would bend backwards if he needed to. He spoiled me to death. and never laid a finger on me. But isnt that what your boyfriend is suppose to do? Every time you wanted to by me a gift i didnt have to repay youwith sex. Im just not that kind of girl. Dont get me wrong i keep my boyfriend happy. But Actually Sex im not with it. Atleast right now im not.

"Man, Alright. " He got up and walked to the back room. I could tell he was upset when I heard door close behind him. Did he really wanna act like this? Weather if that was what he was trynna act like, he was being childish. I walked to the backroom to check to see if he was okay. I was so tired of having to put up with his childish ass ways. Him pouting about it wasn't going to make me give in to having sex with him.

Marcus and I have been together for a 10 months and I was waiting on our 1 year anniversary to give him my virginty. I wanted to make sure Our relationship was actually something and that he wouldnt leave me once I would give it up, but I could tell his patience with me was wearing thin

I walked to the back room and opened the door. He was laying on the bed watching ESPN .

"I'm leaving since you want to sit and act like a ch-" Before I could even finish My sentence he had already cut me off to say his goodbyes.

I slammed the door behind me and grabbed my keys and phone off his counter top. I grabbed my jacket off the couch. I walked out of his apartment door and slammed it behind me . After all we been threw, is this really how he wanted to act. After I choose to not give him some sex.? That really just showed me something. I was so over the situation.

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I walked in the house mad as hell.  I was near crying when i seen my faster mother, Toya sitting on the couch.

"Dont bring your fat ass in her slamming doors and shit."  I couldnt believe her. I was nearly heartbroken over a situation and my face obviously showed it. I smacked my lips and continued to walk up stairs.

"Keep on disrespecring me, Im not going to feed you. " I turned around in disbelief that she just said something like that. I should be used to all this by now and i thought i wouldve been, But actually, the more insults I got , the more it hurt.

A smiled appeared on her face. " I know you wanna eat." She laughed slightly. " So you better start coming in here with some got damn respect. and act like you know who runs shit around here." I turned back around about to prepare myself to go up the  stairs." You dont run nothing! Know that! We all know the only thing you run to is the refigarator." I walked up the stairs taking breath by breath, Getting more winded by  steps.  I finally got to the top and found my self colasping and crying as soon i stepped foot in my room. I closed my door and locked it as i stripped down and put on a night gown. I climbed in my bed and still continued to cry myself to sleep.

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I rolled over and looked at my alarm clock. It read 2:37. I rolled out of bed and  went the restroom.  I walked in the bathroom and tuned on the light. I used the restroom, washed my hands and exited the restroom. I hated that the house was always so quiet. I knew that my foster mom  was probably out selling herself. She had been doing that for a while now. Dint get me wrong . Toya was gorgeous. She was brownskin. She had a tall slinder figure that poped out in certin outfits. She classified herself as an 'Upper Class Escort.' But Really she just a hoe.

I was walking back to my room when a hand was put over my mouth from behind.

"Babygirl i been watching you for a while now"

I started to scream in between the cracks of his hand.I knew exactly who it was but i never knew he would go this far. He threw me in the room and locked the door behind him. He started to take of his clothes and pants displaying his wrinkled body. I crawled and balled up in my bed . He snatched my leg and wrapped it around his waist.  I kicked him in the stomach trying to get away. " You can fight but you not going to get away this time baby girl". I cried while still continuing to fight . He grabbed me by both of my ankles and put then back around his waste. I cried and Wimpered. "Please, Please,Please,Please,Please" A smile crossed his face. " You saying please is really turning me on baby girl" I coninued to cry and put up a fight. He put my legs in the air and slapped his hand across my ass.  I cryed even harder. He moved my panties aside and proceeded to stick to fingers inside me while he licked my clituris with his wet tounge. I layed falt and didnt move a muscle. I froze at the fact that this was actually happening to me. I cried and cried and cried again.I always knew my step dad looked at me funny, But i never would have imagined this happening. I kicked a kicked. He snatched my legs around his waist . "Stop fighting bsny girl. Just try to enjoy this as much as im about to." He proceeded to take off my panties completly. I started to sweat and exhaust from all the fight i was giving off.   The fight I was putting up was now pointless. He wasnt going to stop .  I was trying to move in everyway i could until i suddenly felt my body lock up. It was in me . I screamed at the pain that i was currently enduring. I watched blood come out as hebwas going back and forth leting out grunts and moans threw every pump.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!!"

He stopped and we both looked at the dark figure standing in the door way.

"Toy--".

" I TAKE YOUR FAT ASS IN AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO!?".

"Wait what!? You have to lis--"

Before i could even finish Toyas boyfriend had jumped off of me and she jumped on me. She punched me in the face rapidly. While i tried to block and fight back. She got off me and continued to pull my hair and drag me off the bed while still hitting me in my face. She kicked me in my stomach and then spit on me.

"Stupid Bitch! Get all you shit! and get the fuck out! "

I looked at Roland who was now standing at the door way with him arms crossed.

Toya stormed out my room and went to Her room.

"AND CLEAN MY FUCKING SHEETS!".

Roland walked over and gave me a kiss on my now bloody mouth.

" It was great while it lasted Babygirl"

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