Iron lies (The Avengers)

2- Anger

I was lying when I said I want to know you more, I didn't want that then and I don't want it now. I only want to protect my future, to get out of the shadows of my past. In truth, I would say that I've never wanted to get into this mess.

So if I'd been honest, I would've told you about my real self, the real Hella, and I am sure you'd love her more than this liar, I've been acting cold around you, not because I hated you but it's just, I didn't want you to get attached to a cruel person like the monster I've become.

I would've admired the hero you and the avengers are. When I am around you I easily forget that I am lying, you guys have that kind of magic that makes the bad in me disappear for a while. However, as soon as I am alone, like now, my heart starts  aching and this pain is actually nothing but guilt. I love you Tony, and I wish you were my real father, I just don't deserve your kindness and your trust, I am sorry for everything I have done. But trust me, everything I said about how great you are is the most real feeling that I've ever felt. Thank you for making me learn how to appreciate being with others.

- Hella.

I held the paper tightly as tears started running down my cheeks, I shouldn't have signed that cursed contract and I Hid it inside my notebook.

Abruptly I heard my name, Jarvis of course.

"What is it Jarvis" I asked.

"Mr. Stark wants you at the Lab now." He affirmed.

"Coming" I said.

I swear that robot is going to cause my death with a heart attack someday.

I walked to the lab where Tony and the green guy that I've never memorized his name were waiting. was it Brian? Blake? Anyways.

"Sorry, I'm late." I affirmed. "I can help you if you want."

"no, you don't have to. We have everything under control." Green said.

"So, did you watch that movie, umm, where the wife goes to her husband and tells him she's pregnant but he's actually sterile?" Tony asked.

"Umm, nope? Not really why?" I talked. "I- I mean what does that have to do with me?"

"Nothing, but your genes are mutated. We think that it's a kind of diseases, as you see two weeks ago, the mutation was nearly invisible, now it took over 1/25 of your healthy genes." He said.

"Am I going to die?" I asked.

Bruce chuckled "Death would be better in your case."

"What do you mean?"

"As you can see, I share my body with someone- something else. And this is not very funny. Especially when that special someone is the total opposite of who I am." He talked. "He can't even let me die in peace."

"I'm becoming green?"

"We don't know yet. The change is kind of still not clear but it is similar to Banner's change. The only difference is, his was much faster than yours." Tony tried to explain.

"Banner! Bruce banner that's your name." I squealed.

Both of them glared at me.

"Oh, right, the change. Can you reverse it?" I asked.

"We can try to reverse it" Banner affirmed.

Then do it.

"So, wait, I could hold Thor's hammer with my bare hands like a Pepsi can, and you say the change is invisible? If it becomes visible what the hell am I going to do?" I said.