My wishes °•.Satzu.•°

intro // last note

(Please don't open it unless you are Sana Minatozaki)
-A small slid of paper is attached on the cover along with a tape recorder

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Saturday, 29th December 20××

Dear diary,

This is the last page, my last note, and my last day. I dedicate this note to Sana Minatozaki

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I wish things were easier
And feelings were clearer
I wish it was easier to admit

I wish my circumstances let me ,back then

Now all that's left is my regret
And all these hopeless wishes

I wish I could go back in time

I wish i was brave enough to admit that I love her
That I'm different

I wish I were brave enough to stand by her side
I wish I were brave enough to go against the world for my love

Cause thats all I had

Now I lose it
I lose her
I lose my love
I lose our friendship

I'm sorry

It feels
Suffocating

I miss her

If I ever had one more chance
I'll be sure enough to admit who I really am and go against the world
To stand by her

I'm sorry
I'm sorry that hope has abandon me
I'm sorry to leave 'you'

I promise
I promise if I ever meet her again in another life I will never let her go

I promise to stay by her side, to wake-up by her side every morning, tell her that I love her everyday ,I love 'you' more than anything in the world

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You may not be my first
But you will b-no..you are my last

Im sorry
That I have to say good bye...
Please stay healthy for me

I love you Sana Minatozaki
My one and only squirrel
My sunshine

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(A/n)
I know you guys are probably confuse , this isn't really a chapter,it's like a quick review or go through before I release the chapters, when I finish this book ,after you read all of the chapters you will understand this letter or should I say..her last note .
Btw the note did not end here👆
Pleaseeee support 😥
Take care bye
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Since English is not my first language and I'm practically bad at it, please excuse me for all the grammatical errors and typos. Please Bear with me ❤️