what I want.... (Andley)

Andy's POV

"god Andy its like you never listen!" she shrieked staring at me with wide eyes while I sat, clearly board with her rambling.

This, ladies and gentlemen, is my marriage, lovely isn't it? (sarcasm)

the lady shrieking is my Wife Kelly (at the side) she is 24,smart, beautiful.... and a total bitch. When we first met I loved her with all my heart and soul but to be honest, I think that was a massive mistake. we got married when we were both 21, and we had only been together a year. To be honest I wish I could go back in time and slap myself right across the face for marrying her

To be honest, I don't think Kelly is really a bitch its just we are Really not right for each other.We're totally different in every way possible.

"their you go again your not listening to me!" she shrieked

"yes I am honey" I said annoyance and boredom clear in my voice.

"what did I just say?" she questioned raising an eyebrow at me

"you know what Kelly, I don't care what you just said because its probably a load of self centered crap" I said.

I know I must look really mean and I used to try and reason and be nice to her but after about a year, it became pointless and I just yelled right back at her.

She gasped "you think this is easy for me Andy, this marriage is hard for me too! but its a partnership!"

"Kelly I tried being partners with you for the entire first year of our marriage I talked to you while you screamed at me, so do you really expect me to keep trying to be the ideal husband to you? Its fucking exhausting!"

"well screw you Andy!" she shrieked before storming into our bedroom

I let out a sigh of relief that the argument was over.

"Oh and andy? I'm going on a business trip tomorrow morning" She said switching back to her emotionless stance

"okay" I said dancing on the inside "for how long?"

"two weeks" she said bluntly before laying down on her half of the bed.

a whole 2 weeks alone! oh my god! yes!

"okay" I said bluntly before getting into our bed, me on my side, her on her side.

that's something I really miss. Laying in bed with the person I love, with our arms around each other.... I'm not saying I want to do that with Kelly since I no longer love her, but I still miss it.

but you never know, maybe one day I'll get up the courage to divorce her, but right now I'm just going to deal with her, and hope that one day, I'll be in love again.

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hey guys! I'm not really sure if Andy is coming off as a dick or not, he's not supposed to seem like an asshole, he's just frustrated and in a marriage with someone he doesn't love.

poor Andy :(

-Lena xxx