IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME

IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME PART1

Part1

Siobhan pov

June 30th 2014
Life is just amazing at the moment being with someone who really does love you makes you feel loved by everybody just thinking back 8half month ago before all this I was in the worst place ever with life with someone who didn't love me someone who used me, that isn't the sort of life you should live and being with someone who doesn't listen to you isn't very nice and someone taking advantage of you we'll I just hope I never ever go back to that life again.
I sit at the dinning table thinking how different life would be if I was still with my ex the dirty bastard that got me in this mess in the first place and who made me depressed
*FLASH BACK*

Siobhan pov

"Get off me I don't want to tonight... No I don't want to go to bed at 8pm I'm not a child no more alright get your hands off me git" says Siobhan
" no you will do as I say won't you back eh you are going to come to bed with me bitch" says Ben
Ben drags me by my arm to the bed room and forces me onto the bed and does stuff to me that I didn't want he was always doing this lately it horrid I don't feel like me no more I feel different all because of him. I met Ben at college thought he was a lovely lad family liked him always well manners but I guess that was all a front wasn't it in front of friends and my parents and friends he was so different I can't find the right person to tell about all this he is doing to me I don't think anyone will believe me it hurts so much.

Ben pov

I'm only doing this to that bitch Siobhan to get a reaction I don't fancy her really I'm doin it all to get sex and so I'm not the only one with out a girlfriend out of my gang yes I'm in a gang I'm a very bad bad boy and I LOVE IT I don't care if I get caught a lot of it is to do with the weed I smoke all the time Siobhan family don't know I do it they will prob stop me seeing her I bet u all are going good but that not good for my reputation I can't not be with her I need it every day an she only now that will do it we'll she won't cuz she always refuses but I still do it even if she don't want it oh I am bad int I.

Siobhan pov

It's a Saturday night at mine me,Ben ,my little sister and my best friend are all sat watching TV Ben gets up really quick and disappears upstairs I think to my self what the hell is wrong so I follow him only to find that he is smoking in my room where no one should smoke but it's not just a normal roll up it has weed in

S:" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING AGGGGRRR?"
B " smoking int it babe and then your coming to bed early int ya tonight and show me what you brought today eh?" Ben says with a wink we had been shopping today he thinks I brought underwear and clothes I didn't I did a test a pregnancy test because he never ever uses protection and I've been off this past week it didn't come back with anything so going to doctors Monday I just hope I'm not
S" no I will not come to bed you will NOT dictate to me what I do and don't do if u want go bed early go I'm sick of it" I say crying and running to my friend Charley

Charlie is one of my best friends I can tell her everything we was sat talking late that night I told her everything he's done to me
Ch:" babe u need to tell your mum what he's done isn't right babe it classed as rape and if ur not the first girl he done it too how many more will he do it too come on I'll come with you and tell mum"

So that night me and Charley told my mum Ben went back home to the care home where he lives I latter on find out that he lied to me about everything he had told me I couldn't go out the house for days after that but hopefully things would only get better.

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