you and your boyfriend ( kagami of coarse) walking home leading to your house you reached your house and said goodbye then went inside . after you went inside you went straight to the kitchen because you're starving , but instead , you found your parents sitting there in the table it seems like they were waiting for you .
you sat in the chair in front of them and asked : " whats the matter ? " you forcibly smiled .
" we need to talk about something " your mother started . " we need to go back to America . " she continued . you immediately slammed your hands on the dining table .
" listen i know you don't want to be far away from your friends and taiga . but . it for your own good . " your father held your hand
" but i don't want to . I'm happy here . and its not for my good , its for your own good ! " you shouted leaving silence . suffocating silence .
" sit back down " your mom said with her voice cracking little by little . " even if you don't want to . you would still go . we would still go "
" what about the restaurant then ? " you sat back down looking at your lap , clenching your fists .
" well leave someone else in charge with it . "
" what about school ? " you continued to ask questions . but it all has an answer . it was irritating why you have to go back there . not irritating but something more painful . you felt your chest tighten , tears starting to fall .
" f-f-fine . but don't expect me to be the same . ever . again . " you paused between sniffles and sobs
then you went straight to your room . hiding under the thick blanket .
you were leaving japan in a week so you didn't attend school for a week . you told taiga that you were sick and not to worry about it .
~ time skip ; 6 days ~
you were prepared you slipped a letter to taiga saying that you're leaving and the next day you left Japan . but unfortunately you made one decision that that was very wrong you called taiga just after your airplane landed
" hello ? "
" Hey " a voice answered the same deep voice you love so much
" you do know that ill be gone for a long time . right ? "
" yeah . " he answered
" are you okay with that ? " you questioned
" of coarse , are you ? "
" i don't know , you see taiga , you have to live your life . and you should . break up with me because you wouldn't be with me . " you said pursing you trembling lips
" what are you saying ? " his voice beginning to sound panicked .
" im sorry . " you hunged up
few days later youve been receiving calls from him , taiga , i mean . but you chose to ignore them weeks pass the calls stopped . and you felt partly relieved and partly sad , regretful and lonely .
then suddenly you messaged him not knowing why saying :
from : 090 - x x x- x x x subject : im sorry
hey , erm , i guess its over what we had .
i just , cant . im sorry i really am .
bye .
