"Smile. Laugh. Confident. Happy. Pretend. Pretend your all that and hide the truth. Uneasiness. Sadness. Depression. Fear. Never show it. Let no one find the true you." That's what I've been told now for many years. I've been pretending who I am since I was a child. Nobody sees the real me and nobody knows the real me. Not even me. I have long since forgotten what true happiness is. It's not even bothering me now. I've come to deal with it and accept it. Nothing I can do. So I pretend. I act till the day I die. With no one ever knowing I did.
