I truly loved her so much. I loved every little aspect about her. Even He desired her to be a princess. But when it comes to Him, it's a deal breaker between us. It is a big part of a commitment for her and she is not willing to settle for less. She did at many points, but in the end, she lied and quit on me. I cared for her, loved her, treat her like a princess like no other guy ever did for her. I wanted our days to be together and so did she, as long as I wasn't secular. She was the only girl I've ever truly loved, and she just shot me, killed me, and left me for dead. If she wanted a perfect relationship, aren't you supposed to be able to see past those flaws? Just one little flaw? I wish she could, but, it's just her. I don't know if I'll ever love anyone the same way I loved her. Or even ever love again..... What is love at this point? It's just a path filled with dark corners, light, pain, and hope.... Now, excuse me, while I cry pain that my life will never be the same again....
