He Gave Me A Reason To Live || Jungkook x Reader

Secrets

I was in the bathroom before going to bed and I was listening to silent scream, I couldn't listen to bts because of I did I would start thinking about how I'm breaking my promise to Junkook and I would start to cry
'I'm caught up in your expectations'
'You trying to make me live your dream'
'But I'm causing you so much frustration'
'And you only want the best for me'
'You wanted me to show more intrest'
'To always keep a big bright smile"
'Be that pinky little perfect princess'
'But I'm not that type of child'
'And the storm is rising inside of me'
'Do you ever feel our worlds collide'
'Its getting harder to breath'
'It hurts deep inside'
'Just let me be'
'Who I am'
'Its what you really need to understand'
'And I hope so hard for the pain to go away'
'And its torturing me'
'But I cant break free'
'So I cry and cry but just won't let it out'
'The silent scream'
'Tell me why you putting pressure on me'
'And every day you cause me harm'
'That's the reason why I feel so lonley'
'Even when you hold me in your arms'
'Wanna put me in a box of glitter'
'But I'm trying to get right out'
'And now your telling so so bitter'
'Because I've let you down'
'And the storm is rising inside of me'
'Dontcha feel our world collide'
'Its getting harder to breath'
'It hurts deep inside'
'Just let me be who I am'
'Its what you really need to understand'
'And I hope so hard for the pain to go away'
'And its torturing me'
'But I cant break free'
'So I cry and cry but just won't let it out'
'The silent scream'
'Cant you see'
'How I cry for help'
'Cuz you should love me'
'Just for being myself'
'I'll drown in an ocean'
'Of pain and emotion'
'If you dont save me right away'
"Just let me be'
'Who I am'
'Its what you really need to understand'
'And I hope so hard for the pain to go away'
'And its torturing me'
'But I cant break free'
'So I cry and cry but just won't let it out'
'The silent scream'
'My silent scream'

The song stopped playing and tear were falling into my fresh wounds, "I'm gonna tell him" I said to myself, I heard a knock on the door "Y/N? Are you ok" Junkook yelled through the door "O-open the door please" I asked him, I didn't know how to put it in words so I would just show him "Ok" he said while opening the door "I'm sorry" I said once he walked in, the look on his face was concern with anger and sadness "Why, what made you do this" he asked me "Someone said I should kill myself already and I remeber when my dad abused me and I agreed with them and now I cant stop" I said as I started crying

"Here let's get you cleaned up" he said helping me to my feet and walked to the grab a first aid kit "I'm so sorry, I was keeping this from you, I should've told you instead of continuing it" I said "Its okay just dont do it again" Junkook said while wrapping you my arms in bandages "Hey Junkook, what's going on" Tae asked "Nothing" Junkook said "I heard someone crying" Tae said "It was the tv" he said continuing to bandage my arms "Alright" Yae said and then walked away "I thought you told them" I said "I didn't want them to start monitoring you" he said "Oh" I said

"We should go out" he said "What do you have in mind" I asked him "It's a surprise" he said "Ok, so I dress fancy or casual" I asked him "You look good in anything so dress casual" he said "Alright" I said as I cleaned the blood in the sink and got into the shower "Dont take too long" he said "I wont" I said, when I got out the shower Junkook was looking for something in his dresser "Have you seen my hoodie" he asked me "Uhhh, it's in my bag" I told him "Theif" he said while walking to my bag "I already warned you about clothes" I told him

"You said if I let you borrow it you stole this" he said "That's what happens when you leave me alone in a room with oversized comfortable clothes" I said "Ha ha" Junkook said sarcastically "You have hoodies, did you really think you would still have them all" I asked him "Uh yea" he said, I giggled and then started looking for something to wear "Dont you have to go shower" I asked him "Oh yeah" he said while grabbing his towel and running to the bathroom I put on this

Junkook walked out the bathroom with a towel around his neck and was wearing jeans that were unbuttoned and no shirt "Nice outfit" he said and then went to go look for a shirt

(Kinda like this but better) "Thanks, you too" I said with a grin but I mentally slapped myself, Junkook smirked "Should I keep this on" He asked me

(Trying to kill my friend😈☝️) "Uh, w-well I wouldn't really want you to go out like that" I said while blushing and hiding my face in my hands, he grabbed me and held me over his shoulder "Hey! Put me down" I yelled "Nope, we're going out like this" he said "Noo, I was joking" I said while trying to  get down "Too bad" he said "Pleasee" I said "Fine" he said and then he put me down "What should I wear" he asked me "That black one" I said pointing to a shirt "Ok" he said and then grabbed the shirt "Junkook! I need you" Tae yelled "I need you girl!" I started singing causing him to laugh

"You're not gonna put on your shirt" I asked him "I'll do that when I come back" he said and then walked out the room, I decided to check Instagram, because I forgot about all the things they were saying about me 'I'm surprised she didn't kill herself yet' 'She has daddy issues' 'I heard that she's suicidal' I read the comments and I stead of crying I got mad "No, no, no, no" I said "How did they find out" I said "Y/N?" Jimin asked from the door "Oh, h-hey Jimin" I said

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Ohhh what happened, jk I know everything, lol have fun dying!

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