My thoughts were starting to pester me as I laid down on my bed, it was like a big cloud was hanging over my head "baby ?" Robert muttered quietly "yes" I answered back to him he saw that I was awake but didn't want to talk so he closed the door and let me keep thinking about him leaving I mean he's my older brother were would I be without him I walked to the restroom after laying in my bed turned on the bath water I put my favorite bath and body works products in my water with my laptop sitting my counter playing music I thought of putting my head under the water an letting myself drown that was my very first suicidal thought, "baby are you ok " I heard him call he's always checking on me I thought to myself "ya I'm okay" I replied . Later on that day we were having dinner, Robert was a good cook he made chicken alfredo with garlic bread and soda and after dinner we both played our favorite game grand theft auto it was only two days left until Robert had to leave and at that moment I didn't even care because he was home now he was there "you know I'm leaving soon right " he looked at me an told me "I don't want to think about it " I told him back he got up and walked away and tears started to form in my eyes but I wouldn't let them come down, I started to clean up downstairs turning off the tv and lights as I started to walk up the stairs I heard something near Roberts door so I took a listen and I heard him crying softly and I went to my room and went to bed .
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Her name is Brittni But he calls her baby
Gizem / GerilimBrittni and her friend Robert are best friends and he's like a brother to her shes a junior in high school and he is a marine and they had each other's backs but when tragedy strikes will Brittni rise or slip into old habits that changes her forever
