You Make Me Want You (Yoonmin)

chapter three (cherry blossoms)

yoongis p.o.v

the boys were waiting for jin in front of the bar. When yoongi turned around because he heard some heavy footsteps behind him, he spotted the pink princess quickly. His cheeks were blushed red because he obviously ran the way to the bar.

„where did you leave namjoon?", hoseok asked surprised.

„he couldn't make it. But we'll meet him at the dorm later." jin smiled. „do i still look handsome? I was running like crazy so i'm not late"

„when do you ever look acceptable", yoongi mumbled looking at jimin. His cute eyes were stuck on the building they were about to enter. The exitement in his eyes was so catching, he could barely take his eyes off of him ...

„ ... you look like a turtle", he heard jin finish his sentence. Jin laughed loudly. Is he already drunk or something? he was confused because when he turned around again, the queue was already gone in front of them and they were taken inside. It was quite loud inside and extremly crowded. Jin found a table they could sit on and lead the way. 

All the time yoongi didn't take his eyes off of jimin. He was kinda worried about him being here. Yes, jimin was an annoying shit but that doesn't change the fact that he was his friend. It's normal to worry about friends, isn't it? Jimin seemed to enjoy it though .When they were sitting on their table, jin asked around on what they wanted to drink. Yoongi was quite stressed, so he decided on something stronger. 

He wanted to calm down and enjoy the evening with his annoying ass friends. The waitress came to place their drinks on the table. She handed yoongi a folded paper and winked at him before she left. 

Without even bothering by looking what the letter says, he threw it away making a weird face. „what was that", jin bursted out into a loud windshield laughter. Yoongi punched him lightly and laughed. „i don't even know why but those thirsty hoes keep hitting on me. I mean at least they try"

„has one of them ever been succesful?", hobi asked with a smirk as he took a sip from his beer. Yoongi also drank some of his mixture shit, whatever he ordered, he didn't even care. „no", he simply answered when he placed the glass back on the table. It didn't even take long for the alcohol to have its effect. He felt slightly dizzy, but he was always someone to enjoy that. 

He looked at jimin to see him emptying his glass. He actually already emptied it. Yoongi tried to remember what he got, if it was just some beer it wasn't bad. But he couldn't memorize what it was. 

Just when jimin ordered another glass, yoongi took a second sip. A good one. 

The boys were talking about tomorrows plans pretty loudly. Apperantly they wanted to go to some restaurant and then get back home to play overwatch. Sounded pretty good. Actually, everything started to be better suddenly. Motivated, yoongi took another sip from his glass. 

Even taehyung, who was now sitting on jungkooks lab so they could make out in public again wasn't annoying anymore. Yoongi reached over to the couple so he could slap them. 

„guys like i said earlier you can still fuck when you're home. You're making me j-jealous", when he wanted to say the last word be was interrupted by a hiccup. Taehyung stopped kissing junkook, who tried to pull him back on his lips whining, to look at yoongi. „what do you mean?", taehyung asked confused and curious. Yoongi slowly realized what he just said. „fuck", he mumbled being a bit dizzy. 

He took his black jacket and said: „i'll get some fresh air", as he left the bar. Luckily it was a bar in a quiet place, he hated cities and the fact that you can never be alone there. Here he was. He took a cigarette out of his pocket and lighted it. The fresh air from the spring evening brushed around his face and played with his white hair.

„i didn't know you smoke", some soft voice suddenly appeared behind him. Yoongi turned around and looked jimin in the eyes.

„you really like following me, don't you", yoongi said as he kept on smoking.

„i just thought i'd check on you", jimin said as he walked over to yoongi. He smirked. „you sound drunk". Jimin lightly punched him. „but just a bit"

yoongi laughed as he looked at jimin. He looked super fucking adorable. Plus, his personality does change when he drinks, he's a lot calmer and more mature. Yoongi really liked that. 

Actually, he always liked jimin, it wound't make sense to like taehyung and jungkook but not jimin. He just kept telling himself that jimin was too annoying for him because it bugs him so bad that he really wasn't. 

He was cute as fuck, super nice, but he still acted like a child. It was different from the way taehyung was, and it scared him. Jimin made him feel weird. He knew exactly what that was. He just kept avoiding jimin as much as possible, but now that he actually lives with him it makes it all just worse. 

Being a bit drunk made it easier for yoongi to just accept that he maybe was in love with that boy. Maybe. But having jimin looking at him like that made it hard to doubt that he did. 

After all, he had to get over the whole thing, because first off, jimin probably didn't even like him back like that, and second off all which was the most important reason for yoongi, he was still innocent. Yoongi would be no good for him. He likes to sleep around, do shit jimin shouldn't get into, hurt people and pretty much destroy his life.

Jimin didn't even know how to kiss. Like shit. How is he so innocent? 

He was so deeply in his thoughts that he didn't even notice jimin getting closer. The night was quite cold for april so yoongi could see jimins breath right in front of him. „are you alright?", jimin whispered, looking seriously worried. Yoongi tried to clear his thoughts. He stepped back and nodded. „i'm fine, just have to think about some stuff"

jimin looked like he understood but he didn't stop looking at yoongi. God, this was driving him insane! He felt something on his nose and in that moment jimin came closer again. He touched his face, removing what was on his nose. 

„i love cherry blossoms", jimin softly said, showing him the blossom he just took off.

„fuck..." yoongi managed to say somehow, as he tried to take another step back. He couldn't. A fence was forcing him back to jimin.

„what?", jimin asked in confusion.

„i-it'snothing", yoongi said, pushing jimin back. He went pass him and right before he entered the building again he heard jimin say: „don't escape from me. I'm not as bad as you think. I want to show you, just let me do it."

yoongi just stood there looking at the door. He didn't even move.

„if you go i'll wait for you to come back", jimin said. Yoongi fought against the need inside him to turn back to jimin and ran back inside through the door, away from this damn little boy.