It grows everyday.
It bubbles inside of me,
I wish everyone who has made me feel bad-
Would Get murdered silently.
I'm not a bad person deep down,
I promise!
"I'm here for a good time, Not a long time"..
That's what I say to keep the calmness.
I bottle it up.
It hurts.
It burns.
I keep it in,
I stupidly let my guard down and the hate always wins.
It's not that I WANT to hurt the one's I love..
But if I was given a chance-
And if they were standing at the edge of a cliff-
I won't lie..
I'd give them a small shove.
