Life full of lies

02.SOLVED

here I am waiting for my brother.After wait another minute.I hear a bike roar and it stop right infront of me.
"V??"a familiar voice waken me and I look at
"H--i"I found my weak voice ,I have no power.I felt so weak and useless.he saw me and embrace me with his warm hug.
"how you doing?"
"bad"I said and my tears flow again.he hug me tighter.
"tell me what happened baby girl!"
so I told him everything.I felt his body tense while I told him everything and he try to calm down.
"that bastard...I swear I will kill him and his grandaugter"
"no-it's-okay..."
"But Glad to know you put that bitch where she belongs cuz if you not I'll make it ten thousand worse."and I believe him.trust me he can do worst than your brain can process.
"so what now"?
"don't worry about it.I will get the money and you throw it to his f face"his cold voice scared the hell out of me
"don't tell me you want to go to that place?"
"don't worry V,you are my little sister and I'll do anything for you.anyway I'm sure I can pay it back,and if I don't I'll do anything he ask me for!"
"No way...do you think I'll let you do that?huh?do you remember when you got shoot Noah?did you how scared I am with a thought I might losing you?that mafia just using you,and now you've got your freedom but you want back to that circle again?huh?tell me?you want me to die?" I said in angry tone.he stunned and look at my face and he hug me and I feel my back is wet and now I realize that he cry too.
"I'm sorry baby girl,I just want to give you the best of everything."
"I'm happy Noah.just stay with me and live a proper life,you've a proper job.I'll be fine.I'll get a job and help our family.sounds good?"he chuckled .
"yeah sounds likea good plan.let's go home you must be hungry"he said and we got up
"damn right."and we walk toward his bike.his bike is a ordinary one.he gave me a helmet and I put it on and I hopped on and hold on tight.
when we arrived
I open the door and my seven years old brother hugged me tight.I pat his back.
"hey what's up"
"where were you V?I was worried sick!."
"I am sorry but I'm pretty messed up right now."
"what happen?"
before I want to answer my mom voice cutt off
"honey let your sister clean up so we can dinner.I bet she's hungry now" so damn right
"oh"that's all he said and he let me go.I went to my room and get clean my self.I walk downstairs and sit on the dining table.we prayed and dig in.
"so how is my children doing?"
"great.I have new contract and I have to go to NY for photoshoot"
"that's great hun,keep it up!"
oh didn't I tell you that my sister is a model?yup she is.
she has a body to die for,with her height 5,8 ft.curvy hair along to her waist,her green eyes and her sexy long leg and lips enough to made her a model.and luck is always with her.not like me.I am just average girl with 4,11 ft and brown eyes.I never work.All I do is study.
"I have a lot of client,and they offer me to join 'em to go to Rusia for world cup"my brother said.
"Wow Noah.congratulation honey.what about you young man?"
"great.the lesson is easy but the girls are sucks"my little brother whine while talks about 'the girls'
"why did you said that honey?"mom ask.
"mom,they throw 'em self at me.some are ask me to be their boyfriend and some force 'em self to kiss me.that's just gross mom"he said and my dad laugh out loud.
"what about you V?"my dad ask.My palm start sweating and I played with my fingers that's a bad habbit when I am nervous or scared.but I had to do this
"I-I got dro-drop- out- of-coll-ege" damn why did I have to sttuter?
"WHAT"my mom and dad yell at me
and the sound of plate fall complete the mess.
"You always brought trouble don't you?not hard to guess!"my sister hars word keep me down
"WHY?"my dad thick tone scared the hell out of me.
"What else probably because she is dumb and all inside her head is nothing"my sister said
"V WHY DID YOU LOSE YOUR SCHOLLARSHIP,ANSWER ME DAMN IT!!!"my dad yell at me and slump his fist on table made me jump  a litle
"why did you always  fail us huh?all you had to do is damn study not looking for job here and there instead but you just messed up and walk out like nothing happen huh?you such a failure.you are....."
before she complete her sentence a voice roared
"ENOUGH" he said and look at us
"JOdie shut the fuck up.mind your own bussiness.don't ever think just because you're a model you can talk about her like that?did you think you're better than her?think before you open your damn mouth!"Noah said and when I look at her and the look on her face broke my heart and tears drop of her eyes..
"it's always been there right?you'll always on her side.you'll never love me.you'll take a bullet for her without a second thought right? I knew it.since we were....
"stop talking about nosense jod,you absouletly knew I love my siblings so much!do you remember when I bought you ice cream?did you knew it was my last penny?I could just give to V only since she's with me but I remember you,didn't I?I'm not even taste any ice cream for for fuck sake,so watch out your mouth"
"ENOUGH NOAH"my dad roar
"YOU KNEW EXACTLY THAT JODIE'S RIGHT.SHE JUST NEED TO STUDY BUT SHE ALWAYS
my dad words stop because a thud of fork on table
"SHUT THE FUCK UP..
"NOAH...
"I SAID SHUT THE FUCK  UP"My brother yell
"DID YOU KNOW WHAY SHE'S BEEN THROUGH?DID YOU KNOW THAT SHE ATTEMP TO HURT HERSELF?OF COURSE NO!!YOU DIDN'T ASK HER HOW IS HER DAY?YET YOU WANT HER PLEASE YOU GUYS?GOSH...AND YOU,
pointing at my dad
"TAKE A LOOK OF YOURSELF!DID YOU A MATERIAL DADDY?YOU ARE NEVER CARE ABOUT YOUR DAMN CHILDREN ONLY YOUR PRECIOUS JODIE.AND YOU MOM??EXPECTING MUCH OF YOUR KIDS WHEN YOU DO NOTHING REALLY?YOU ALWAYS THINK ABOUT JODIE BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN SATISFIED YOU.FINANCIAL AND EMOTIONAL!!YET YOUR PRECIOUS DAUGHTER HERE
... pointing at jodie" JELOUS OF HER....pointing at me
"she become her bully.she bullied her own sister.how low!.Listen here ,I am 25.I can move out of here and bring her and the other with me.so next time you talked about this,I make sure it's the last time we'll be here.mark my words.V it's late.go to sleep and take aiden with you."
with that he stand up and walk upstairs.do did I.I take Aiden with me and change him into his pj's.he seem to undertsand thou he didn't question me anything.so mature for his age.and we fall to sleep