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What the hell? this is mine.  It's my dairy.
How the hell from no where it came to me, not me but to my table? Helen asked questions to herself.

*After opening and turning few pages*

she remarks "they all are my songs "
she smiled like a three year old child.  that smile was pure straight from her heart.
She wrote these when she was quite young.
she always wanted to be a singer.
After adoring her dairy for couple of hours, she warped her dairy and start doing her work.
wow!! apple instead of applying . Now I should start taking their spelling test too.
She laughed a bit and continued to her work.
*After two hour of work *
" I am starving , need to eat  but it's sunday no canteen food but those cholas. yam!! "
she closed her laptop locked the door and went to eat nearby.
Standing in front of a teenage adda type of place.
" this place is smelling like pine woods" . YAM!!
she went and took a table,  the manager of that place came to her and said ; "mam it's a table for two" .
"OH! I AM SORRY "she replied in sweet voice.
As she was moving for table of one she heard a voice "Hey one side lover
now at least have table for two ". she was familiar with that voice .

"No it can't be him .No  please not him again.
please lord not him, on the name to holy water not him".
she was lucky enough to escape as he was standing behind her.
she fakes ,as if she was talking on phone and went for her cabin.

she went to room and took all her belongings and went for car.
Nooooooooooooooo!! in a dramatic voice.
"The keys".
I forgot my keys on the table.
she rushed and gather all her courage and went in.
she was blessed enough that she haven't come across that voice again.
she took  her keys  and suddenly bumped by a waiter.
"My papers! "
" so -sor-rry - sor -rry  sorry man" He awarded this apologies to her.
she went down and start picking up her papers,  she was in hurry or terrified  it was hard to understand.
she picked her paper in absurd manner and went to her car.
After throwing her things on back seat she called her best friend .

*on the call*

"Fuker where you've been " . Sam remarked cheerfully.( Her bff) .
Helen was disturb  by the incident ,she replied "hippo".
"Hippo"?
"dude  are u high" she asked?
"what? wait , no I was entering the pass code of my ... ". she got interrupted.
"Hippo" sam laughed as hell.
"Hahahahhahahah".
"stop sam!"
"one min -nute -one -bahahahhaha"
"HE WAS BEHIND ME" Helen said in a rude and loud voice.
"fuck" sam said
"wait " fuck whom?  me or him?
"He doesn't have the ability to fuck any one". she replies with tone of sarcasm.
*they both laughed*
"she can make me laugh even in worst time " Helen was thinking and the Lights went red.
Sam was a bit busy and they both decide to have a nice chit chat when Helen will reach home.
*talkin and driving is not safe * high morled bitch she is.

Helen was watching outside of her car window , she saw a shop with music instrument .
And, at that very moment everything went to still her mind was blank. she can't sense her mind ,skin or heart beat.
*A knock on her window*
taking aback from her numb mind, her mind came to realize a knock on her window.
" Are you going to stay  here "??
"what" Helen asked him with a question mark on her face.
He was a man of age 25 or 26 .
He pointed toward the trafic Light .
"Green  means go madam!"
"OH SORRY! " Helen replied and went ahead.
After reaching home she went for some snacks and talked to her best friend and went to sleep .
she forgot to change and she realise this next morning.
Oh!  I slept incredibly ,more then 10hrs.
  she checked her phone.
"39 missed calls"
"I am dead now!!
she brushed her teeth and make her self proper and went for the door.
Door holder felt stone cold.
"why  it's so cold ", she can fell the chills inside her bones and for once she thanked the idea of blazer.
"Why this is not opening?"
"come on  , opeeennnnnn please"
After two attempt the door opend wide with a sound.
"fog"?
"No it's not fog  " someone replied.
"then why everything seems to melt  trees, houses, humans why?"
she though to look around, people were looking at her with a swift change of happy and sad face some of them was crying looking at her, she was choked , she was looking around and suddenly someone grabs her by her wrist and then waits .
she can fell that was a hand of a male he was trying to intimate her.
*sound of alarm clock*
Breaks her concentration , she was baffled of what she had seen. she dreams rarely but when she did it's nightmares usually.
she was sweating baldy.
Heavy breaths and it felt for a moment that thousand of pins were poking her.
That hurts ,horribly.

It was seven in the morning she ignored her dream and went for shower.
According to Helen a warm water shower have remedy affect on body, it feels like we've been born again.

It was monday morning a busy day was waiting ahead,  she prepaid herself and went to start her day.
As she was driving towards court she come to notice that todays is less traffic .She pushed her breaks on read lights, there were 2 min left so she start reading the banners _ MIRAJ the movie Theater , S.K .sharma master of hypnosis.  AKA electric .
lights went to green and she went for court.
*After 2 cases and 6 witnesses *
she went to her cabin.Her both assistance were present there with her files and other stuff that she needed the most.
After dealing with one file that consist of more then 250 pages, Helen announced a break .One of her assistance went outside to answer the call , that call was bothering her for like 2 hours. ugh!!
Helen hates disturbing phone calls .she often put her phone on aeroplane mode.
As the time was running out Helen went partly ouside her cabin to call her assistant.
she was talking , she was saying "if you want them to live longer clean the blockage ".