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coming out

A/N: hope you like my story so far! this is ma first story so just roll wif it and it will get better if its a bit bornig at the mo. hope you like dis chapter xxxxx rachel <3

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harrys pov:

so i was just unpacking and i noticed liam was bending down for something. wow he has a nice ass, hes so cute when he being all flexible and stretchy  i thought to myself... OMG DID I JUST THINK THAT ABOUT MY BEST FRIEND! anyway Olivia, my girlfriend, is coming over today to help us unpack and tidy the flat up, the old owners left it in a right mess. "dude", "harry", "hellooooo" i heard liam talking to me and snapped out of my thoughts. "dude seriusly whats your problem you were staring at me for ages.... pervert!" liam laughed, " i was not" i protested but i could never lie. i changed the subject by saying simply "olivia will be round a 2", "ok" he replied and walked into the kitchen leaving ma alone. as he was walking away i realised i was staring at his ass again, OMG HARRY STOP DOING THAT! what was i doing?

liams pov:

i cant believe i just saw harry totally checking me out. i just turned round from bending down to get a box full of kitchen stuff and there he was, his eyes glued to my ass. he must have been deep in thought cos i was shouting stuff at him for ages before he finally looked up at my eyes and tried to deny checking me out, he never could lie though especially to me.

when he told me that olivia was coming round i felt a twang of...of....jelousy? in my stomach, ive felt like that before about harry meeting his girlfriend but it just seemed to.........hurt me a bit more than usual. harry knows im gay but i dont think he knows who i like. i hope he doesnt. my parents werent the real reason i jmped at the chance of living with harry, they played a big part in it but the real reason was because.. because i loved harry, there is said it. I love harry styles. 

harrys pov:

olivia would be round in 10 mins so i dicided to get a quick shower and freshen up after all the work from the morning. by the time i had got a shoower and had a fresh shirt on the doorbell was ringing and i shouted to liam as he was closer "li, can you get that please?"

liams pov:

i didnt want to get it.

harrys pov:

i sighed when he didnt answer me and the doorbel rung a second time "thanks li" i said sarcastically as i ran to the door. i opened it and olivia waltzed after giving me a warm hello and a peck on the lips.

"well this is a nice place" she said happily

"i know, we were lucky to get it at the price" i replied "can you wait in my room while i get us some drinks love? it the next room on the left" i asked her. she nodded and skipped away cheerily, was she on drugs or something? 

i walked over to liam "why didnt you answer the door, i know you heard me payne" i chuckled, but he took me seriusly. 

liams pov:

"why didnt you answer the door, i know you heard me payne" harry said to me, i couldnt take it anymore, lying to him. he was my best friend so i decided to telll him why i really didnt answer the door.

"you wanna know why i didnt answer the door, do you? well ill tell you why i dint answer the fucking door."

he looked taken aback by the anger in my voice.

"the reason i didnt answer the stupid door was because i knew your fucking girlfirend was behind it"

he looked shocked then anger rose within him and he shouted a me "what so now your telling me you dont like my girlfriend, what has she done to piss you off so bad"

"she has the one thing i want so bad but i cant have it"

"what liam, what? boobs? a vagina? what? ANSWER ME LIAM" he screamed the last part at me.

"you." I replied simply and walked out of the door leaving him shocked stood in the middle of the room.

harrys pov:

"you" he replid simply and then he just left without another word. i was truly shocked. but when he said it i got a warm feeling in my sotmach, it seemed to sound right, what he had said, and if he would have stayed just a bit longer i might have said the same. ihave just found out something new about myself. im gay.

i went in to olivia with 2 glasses of coke. i had forgotten about her. 

"what took you so long?" she asked with a concerned look on her face.

"sorry babe i couldnt find any glasses and liam wanted to talk with me" i said, i didnt want to tell her what for.

"is that what all the shouting was then, why were you shouting?" she asked, god she can be so annoying and curious sometimes.

"he wamted to switch rooms with me"i replied, hoping she wouldnt take it any further.

"oh, ok then" she said and put her drink down and aksed seductilvely "wanna have some fun?" i replied by simply grinning and put my glass down aswell.

olivias pov:

he pulled me in with a grin splatted onto his face and i put my hand on his waist with myother carresing his curls, he put both his hand round my neck and kissed me passsionately,  we stayed like that for about 2 minutes, neither of us needing air. his toungue ranf along my bottom lip and i decided to tease him by keeping my mouth firmly closed. he started nibbling on my lip and i let out a small moan, he quickly used his toungue to explore my entire mouth as we kissed longer and i ripped of his shirt. he ripped off my tee and out lips never left eachother. he picked me up off the bed and i straddled him. he pushed me up against the wall and thats when he pulled away.

harrys pov:

i couldnt do this anymore. not when i knew i was gay.