Unknown lover

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By the time he got here it was 4 because i live far from the actual park. When he got here he just hugged me. I didn't know how react so my awkward self just side hugged him back. When we pulled away i ask "what was that for? Haha" He then replied "You're the closest person i have.. I'm going to take care of you and make sure nothing ever happens to you because you've been through too much shit in life. It isn't supposed to be this hard..." but he said it so low i didn't know what he said that last part. When we pulled apart i just smiled and said "did you bring your homework you dweeb?" he then replied "ermm.... No, i kind of just wanted to hang out with you and play video games haha... i mean if that's fine with you?" i replied "Yes".

After about 30 min of playing video games and listening to loud music i told him that he should go because i had a lot of chores and he should get home because it was already getting dark and i didn't want him to get home too late. When he left I picked up my room a little then went to the bathroom and took a shower. When i take a shower i don't usually stand up, i sit down and think. So that's what i ended up doing. I thought and thought. But i couldn't think of anything. My mind was blank. When i close my eyes all i saw was black. But why?

When i got out of the shower i went downstairs to make a sandwich and went back upstairs. I didn't fall asleep until maybe 3am? It's really hard to sleep when your constantly worrying about someone or something. I kept tossing and turning. I finally drifted off to sleep.

I woke up to the usual, my grandma knocking on my door to make sure im awake. The whole deal to live here is to keep my grades up, keep my room clean and help around the house a little. I mean, it doesn't seem hard but when their constantly on your ass and when you have shitloads of homework it's hard to make time for cleaning when all i have on my mind is keeping my grades up. One of us have to have a successful like, to be a role model for the little ones. I wasn't sure what i wanted to pursue in college. I was thinking of becoming a neonatal nurse.. The only problem is that i don't have the motivation of the brains for it. I feel as if i won't make it in. They get a good pay, I always wanted to work in the medical field or something like that. It makes me feel like a hero..

Anyways, after getting ready i went down to eat cereal. While i was sitting at the table by myself i heard my grandma talking to my grandfather about me coming home late sometimes but before they can confront me about it i was already out the door. I texted Conner that i was on my way to his house so that we could walk to school together. When i got to his house i knocked and no one answered. So i knocked again and after 3 knocks i'm assuming one of his little sister opened the door. She looked about 4 years old, Blonde with blue eyes like her brother. Damn this family for having good genes.

She then looks up at me and asks, "heylo, whose are you?" Whilst biting her thumb. I answered by saying, "i'm here for your brother, is he here?" she didn't even response she just ran leaving the door open screaming " CONNN YOURRR GURLFWENN IS HEREE!" I just laughed, laughed so hard that i fell over and just started feeling tears rolling down from all the laughter. After i stopped laughing i looked up to see him towering over me.. Welp. He just looked annoyed but like embarrassed at the same time? "Can you help me up? I think i broke my back from falling due to all that laughter." he just looks at me for a second then gives me a hand and helping me up. "Don't mind her, she tends to think everyone girl that comes to the door is my girlfriend." he says while blushing. I just playfully pushed him than asked, "what took you so long? It was cold, i mean it still is but stillllllll." conner then replied, "Well i was in the bathroom doing my fantastic hair. Can't you tell?" while winking. "Anyways, do you wanna borrow my hoodie? Im hot anyways?" Again with the puns ughhh. I just replied by rolling my eyes playfully and gladly accepted the offer.