misunderstood?

stuck in a moment

I thought it would be a good time to tell him how I feel...

me: David I really have to tell u something that is alittle crazy.

David:yeah what is it ?

me: I really like u, and wanna be more than friends

at that moment I put my hands over my face and turned away there was a pause and then .....

David:ummm I like u 2 but not all like that.

David turns me around and gives me a hug and says that he glad that I told him and what I freaked out over his he gave me a kiss on the cheek .....

I was so happy I didn't know what to do but smile when i got home I called Sydney right away she said that she knew I could do it ....

and to be honest I knew I could to I took me a hot,warm shower and went to sleep and dreamed of that kiss...

the next day me and David texted the whole day away .....

and then out of no where David said

David:Savannah I like u to but I have a girlfriend it just wouldn't be right ...

I didn't know what to say I turned my phone off for the rest of the day ...

I Was wondering what wouldn't be right what was going on I was confused...

I had to know so I texted back

Me: what do u mean It wouldn't be right ??

he texted back ...

David:I just don't think we should talk.

but I love you

Me: oh okay I guess I ruined that or watevvaaa if you didn't want to take it this far why would you even bring the shit up I just wanted to express my feelings and not hold back but I guess your just to pettie to handle it ...

David: no its not that ...

me: bye David I don't want nothing to do with you ... :(

I went to the park by myself the next day I thought of what I was gonna do Then shows up.............

DAVID!

I didnt want to see his face at all so I turned around he came sat down beside me and just puts his arms around me and apologized I didn't care I had to leave ....

Me: David stop I don't want anything to do with you.Just like you don't want anything to do with me so go.

David: No I do its just my girlfriend.

Me: well maybe you should be with her

I ran away got in my car and zoomed away.

That night I was thinking of what happen. After I took a shower and put on my sweat pants and shirt.

Out of nowhere I got a text from David !!!

David: Sorry about today I really am sorry I like you its just my girlfriend I just don't like her anymore.

Me: well that's not my problem.

End of conversation..

A couple days later I started talking to this other boy named Drew "Hard". I could tell that David was jealous and I thought I started falling more and more in love with David by the moment. But I knew I wanted Drew and thaths who I was happy with..