Nialls POV.
I sat on my bed, the last three weeks had been weird, because every time I had seen Louis my heart started to race, and when he touched me, his touch can’t be described, the feeling I get, it’s weird, because I’m not into boys, I like girls, but I’ve never felt like this for a girl. I keep wondering if Louis maybe fancies me too. But surely he doesn’t, he’s also into girls, he had been with Eleanor for two years, but then they broke up, and normally you’d think Louis would be talking to Harry about their brake up, right? They’re totally best mates, but Louis kept talking to me about it all, and he showed me his sensitive side, which was what I fell for.
There was a knock on the door, “Niall, it’s me Louis, can I come in?” He asked, his voice was sore, he had been crying again. I took a deep breath, “Sure Lou, just come in.” I said as he walked into my room and sat down on my bed. I placed my arm around his waist and a smile took place in the corner of his lips, the smile I love so badly. “Thanks Niall, you always comfort me so good, you make me happy. Just your touch make me feel better..” He said, and I could feel myself blush. “Wow, thanks Lou, that’s really sweet of you. How do you feel now?” I asked, he complimented me, and I could scream of happiness, but it would be so awkward if I did. So I just sat still and felt myself blushing, “I’m better now that I’m with you, you make me feel comfortable, and safe.” He said and placed his hand over mine.
My heart started to race, and I closed my eyes for a second to take control over my breath. “Louis, you don’t know how much that means to me, you’re the best mate ever, I love you man.” I said when I got control over my voice too. Louis squeezed my hand and rose up, “I love you too Niall.” He said and dragged me up and hugged me tight. “I really do love you.” He said and I blushed, “You’re the best Louis” I answered and placed a gentle kiss in his neck. “Thank you for helping me with this entire Eleanor thing, it’s amazing.” He said and I smiled, “I’ll always be there for you Louis.” I said and he hugged me tightly again before letting go of me.
Louis POV.
Me and Eleanor broke up four weeks ago, I wanted to talk to Harry about it, but it felt like Niall understood me more, so I talked with him instead. He was really lovely, and he took care of me in a way no one had ever done before. I had a strange feeling in my body, you know that feeling you get when you’re in love with someone? But I felt this way about Niall, my best mate, that’s not wrong, but I’m not into boys. I like girls, but the feeling I have, the way Niall makes my heart beat faster and make me feel loved, it’s amazing, and well.. I dream about him, I dream about him and me, but obviously he doesn’t like me. He only likes me as a brother.
Tears started to stream down my face as that thought came through my mind, I wanted Niall to love me like I loved him, I wanted him to love me the way I loved him. I rose up and went to Niall’s room. I knocked the door and asked: “Niall, it’s me Louis, can I come in?” There was a moment of silence. “Sure Lou, just come in.” Niall said and I opened the door and walked in and sat down on his bed. Niall placed his arm around my waist and a smile took place in the corner of my lips. “Thanks Niall, you always comfort me so good, you make me happy. Just your touch make me feel better..” I said, and I could see him blush. “Wow, thanks Lou, that’s really sweet of you. How do you feel now?” He asked. “I’m better now that I’m with you, you make me feel comfortable, and safe.” I said and placed my hand over his.
Again there was a moment of silence, “Louis, you don’t know how much that means to me, you’re the best mate ever, I love you man.” He said and I smiled, blushing a little. I squeezed his hand a bit and rose up “I love you too Niall.” I said and dragged him up, and hugged him tight, “I really do love you.” I said and Niall placed a gentle kiss in my neck and my heart started to race. Thank you for helping me with this entire Eleanor thing, it’s amazing.” I said, “I’ll always be there for you Louis, always.” Niall said and I hugged him tightly again before letting go of him.
