Innocence ~BTS X-reader~

4

"Dinner is ready." Jin said and walked into the room.

"What did you make?" Namjoon asked curiously. 

"Ojingeo Bekkeum. (spicy stir-fried squid)" Jin replied.

"Are you sure it's a good idea for Y/N to have spicy food?" Taehyung asked eyeing him.

"I made her a small batch that is only the tiniest bit spicy." Jin said giving you a wink.

"Ok lets go eat!" Taehyung said pulling you up and dragging you into the kitchen. When we got to the table everyone was already seated except for Jin, Namjoon, and yourself.

"Y/N come sit by me!" Jimin whined and patted the seat next to him. You nodded and sat in the seat next to him. Jimin was seated on your right and Taehyung on your left.

"Let's dig in." Jin said once he and Namjoon had sat down.

~

"You do know how to wash yourself right?" Jin asked you. You were both in your room and you were going to have to shower to get clean before bed. You still smelled like mildew from the damp basement. Since you had the master bedroom you had a bathroom in your own room.

"I think so. If I need help I'll shout for someone." You said confidently.

"Do you want me to turn it on for you?" He offered.

"Oh yeah. Sorry I didn't think of that." You said. He nodded and lead you into the bathroom.

"You turn this handle and then pull this thing." He explained while he did it. Once the shower was on and Jin left the bathroom you pulled off your clothes and got into the shower. The warm water hurt your cuts but also relaxed your muscles. After washing up you went to turn off the shower but didn't know how. Quickly you stepped out of the shower and shouted for Jin.

Jins' POV:

"YAHH."I shouted once I entered the bathroom. Immediately I covered my eyes. Y/N was not wearing any clothes.

"Y/N clothes exist for a reason wrap a towel around your body I'll explain about modesty later." I told her with my eyes still covered. There was a few seconds that passed while she put on a towel.

"Ok I have a towel on." She announced and I uncovered my eyes.

"What did you need?" I asked while running my fingers through my hair. Seeing a naked woman without any warning was jarring.

"How do you turn it off?" She asked pointing at the shower.

"Oh you turn the handle and push this in." I explained while showing her how to do it.

"That's cool. At the place I was being held at she gave me bucket, soap, and a sponge to clean myself with." She explained while closing the shower curtain.

Y/N's POV:

"Now let me tell you about modesty." Jin said while following you out of the bathroom.

"Ok." You said sitting on the bed.

"You should cover up your body, showing people your naked body makes them either uncomfortable or turned on." He explained.

"What is turned on?" You asked.

"Um... I'll explain that another time." He said awkwardly. 

"What do I wear?"

"Pajamas for now."

"Which ones?"

"Whichever ones you like."

"Can you help me pick I've never been allowed to choose my own clothes before." You asked.

"Yeah come here." He said and helped you pick out some clothes.

~

After Jin picked out some pajamas he made sure that you were comfortable. He then left you to fall asleep in your room. He picked out some long white joggers with a grey tank top. 

Just in one day your whole life has been flipped upside down. This new world is confusing and so full of things. Even though it's confusing you love it so much more than your old life. No more beatings and yummy food. Warm clothes and a soft bed. Here they want you to be covered up and protected. That was a nice change.

You had never missed people before. You had always dreaded her daily visits. You will never miss the constant starving, the constant never ending pain, or the unnecessary tears all caused by her. 

As these thoughts ran through you mind you realized that you did not want to be alone right now. Quickly you sat up and crawled out of bed. You ran across the room and opened the door and looked down the dark hallway.  You decided to go into the first room on your right. You knocked on the door and waited.

"Come in." A sleepy voice said from inside. Without hesitation you opened the door and entered Hoseoks' room.

"I'm lonely and anxious, can I sleep with you?" You asked the man that was half awake on his bed.

"Come here." He said opening his arms. Quickly you shut the door and crossed the room. You got in bed and went into his arms. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into his chest. He smelled nice. Without thinking much you wrapped your arms around his thin waist. 

"Thank you for saving me." You said into his chest.

"It's my job." He said. You could tell he was falling asleep. Mindlessly you traced invisible patterns on his rib cage until he fell asleep. After a while you did too.