I was at the brink of darkness when someone reached to me. She gave me a book.
The book says "Holy Bible:The Book Of Salvation.", I never heard any book of this kind. I started reading it and blew my mind.
Piece by piece I was picked up and fixed. Every verse lightens me. Every word fixed me. Every line saves me. I still wondered is this true? Why do I have these kind of problems!? Why do I have to suffer!? Why do I always end up being a loser. An idiot, a douchebag, an asshole.
I was slowly returning to the darkness. They were slowly pulling me down. I can't! I can't pull my self up!
I don't know what to do! I have nowhere to go! I don't know what to do! I was starting to break! Piece by piece my parts are breaking and falling!
I just can't stand here alone. I'm lonely and alone. Will someone pick me up and never let go?
Will someone stay? Will someone accept me for what I am? Will someone not hurt me because of what I am?
Help me! Help me! Help me!
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