Babysitter (Jack Johnson)

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-Kendalls POV

As we got out of the car they all stood up I was confused of what was going on but the Jacks seemed to know when we got inside I sat down on the couch

"You do know Madison is going to the hospital right?" Jack asked

"Yeah?"

"You have to stop, she's just saying shit to mess with you" Taylor said

"Okay, first off fuck y'all, I don't need no stupid fucking lecture. Im not 15 years old, maybe if she would stop with her shit she wouldn't be in the position she's in" I snapped

I got up went to the room and slammed the door behind me and locked it, I walked into the bathroom that was connected to our room and grabbed a razor

Once... Twice... Three times... But there went the blood rushing down my wrist I heard someone knock on the door but I didn't answer it

I just cleaned up the mess and grabbed Jack's hoodie put it on and crawled in the bed next thing I know is I'm crying

Am I not good enough?

Can I not make them happy?

I just make things worse!

Have you seen your self?

Your not pretty!

I got up went back to the bathroom and I seen my anxiety pills I took like 10 and then everything started getting dizzy

Jack finally got the door open and I fell "Oh god, baby don't go to sleep, stay with me" I couldn't keep my eyes open then everything just went black

In the hospital

I woke up and all I heard was beeping noises and people talking "she should be waking up shortly" as I fully opened my eyes I seen Jack

His eyes were read and puffy once he realized I was awake he smiled and walked over to me and sat down

"I'm sorry" He started

"Jack-" I get cut off "No listen to me, all this is my fault, we shouldn't have even started to give you a lecture. I'm sorry, I love you so much and you mean the world to me. I don't wanna lose you, then what? Your the only girl I've have ever laid eyes on that I think is just drop dead gorgeous and she doesn't even know. Your the one person that keeps me sane" he said

"I love you" I said

I scooted over and patted the spot next to me and he came and laid down next to me I rested my head on his shoulder

Then G, Carter, Shawn and Taylor all walked in the room and sat down they all look like they just cried