How do you think people around you feel?
Trapped?
Scared?
Happy?
Angry?
do you ever stop and think that maybe if i stop and talk to this random person i can be helping them out of a inner termoul?That if you just show someone, anyone a smile your brighening their day, their week?
I think this.
I also think about how some people dont think about how their actions can hurt someone.I think about things everyday.How some people who i say are "close" to me dont even hear what i have to say.I have so much to say.Im so much more than the girl who can listen to your problems and give you "good" advise!
I have so much to say and i hurt so much when i do try to bring them up, no one listens to me.Ive resorted to laying my problems out to strangers or writing them down.Im ok with writing them down its just i dont get any response or help with my problems.
Strangers
How are strangers so noce but so cruel at the same time.
Its becuse they dont know you so they are willing to lay out the whole truth for you.Thye dont feel the need to sugar cote things just so they dont hurt your feelings.
Yet that is what e want becuse we are scared of the truth.We somtimes cant handle what is realy needed to be said.I know that sometimed i dont now what to say.somtimes im scared to say some things but now im gonna just tell them to everyone.I dont want pity, idont want people to feel as i want attention, i just want someone to listen.
So just listen......
I hate people.They dont know anthing about personal space.I dont like people hitting me or just touching me.All for reasons.I hate people that dont like it when I dont feel like going out and doing things with them.
People dont under stand me and things about me.
People are assholes.
Im a asshole, but i still care about others feelings.
More than i care about my own feelings i could say.
I dont like confertaition.
I feel like crying all the time
I THINK WAY TO DAMN MUCH.
no one wants to talk to me though and now i dont want to speak.
