ONESHOTS

Like a God.

TWS: self-harm (hinted)

At first, it was a light. not the typical white light you hear about, but a black glowing light, so black it seemed like it was trying to take you over, an abyss.

A white figure is in the blackness, standing while I am floating.  I claw my way through the suffocating void towards it, a subconscious feeling falls over me, I needed to get there or else I'll be gone, like the figure was a piece of me.

A low ringing follows me into the void as I get closer, telling me to get away. Almost a few yards away, the figure seems more human yet at the same time not even slightly humane.  Standing tall like it needed to show off yet be as small as possible.  The ringing was screaming at me now, a choir of voices telling to turn around now. The figure, now noticeably female, was turned around, clothed in black lace and silk.

When I was almost touching the figure, it turned.  When it looked me in the eyes, I noticed it's delicate, doll-like features.  The voices were clawing and screaming at me now, leaving bruises I cannot see. 

The woman had no eyes, well, the eyes were there but not, not the lack of eyes, but the pure blackness of the abyss.  Black liquid was pouring out of the eyes like a faucet, falling down her face and chin and down her chest all the way to her palms, which were scattered with cuts, some deep enough to go through her bone, while some not slightly even drawing blood.  The mix of red and black was unsettling.

When I touched her, everything froze.  She started twitching and her bones seemed to creak as her hands came to her face.

She started sobbing, then screaming, screaming for me to get away.  I couldn't, I was stuck where I was, unable to do anything as she grabbed my wrist and came almost nose to nose with me as she kept screaming into my face. 

I was going deaf, black liquid was getting everywhere now, and the voices were clawing at my back and sides, making me bleed and bruise while I could only watch as everything was happening.