No more jabbie

Trying to break jabbie

    Today is the day. I finally manned up enough to tell Jack how I really feel. It took hours of practice but I'm finally ready. Jack and I are neighbors so we ride the same bus. The only bad part is Gabbie lives right down the road so she rides our bus too. The only good part is Jack and I get on the bus before her so if I tell him before Gabbie gets on the bus, I might not have to deal with a lot of drama.
    If Gabbie finds out I like Jack, I'm most likely going to be in an elephants stomach. Gabbie hates when any other girl looks at, talks to, or has a crush on Jack. So if she finds any of this out I'm going to die so if ur reading this, you'll k is what happened if I don't make it to school. You'll also know what the smell is that u can smell from across the school.
     Anyways when Jack and I got on the bus I started getting nervous. I couldn't tell him how I felt. Yet at least. He walked passed me bc he always sat in the back with his friends Zach, Corbyn, Jonah, and Daniel. I was sitting in the seat directly in front of them. It made it harder to tell Jack how I felt because when he saw me staring at him he smiled. I think I was smiling at him first tho but how was I suppose to know, u was daydreaming. I finally broke and the words "I love u" flew right out of my mouth. The bus suddenly got quiet. Jack had a surprised look on his as he said "Really I have had a crush on u for so long but I'm already dating Gabbie." I said Ik when I really wanted to say then break up with her, but I ran out of time because Gabbie walked on the bus. I just had to hope that jack wouldn't tell Gabbie how I feel for him.My change of trying to break them up is ruined because Gabbie is staying at Jack's house all weekend.