One Lucky Fan

Chapter 7

NNiall P.O.V.

Its at least midnight here at Katherines house and i am looking for a book to read all i can find is Harry Potter, comic books, Eragon,  and stuff like that. His book stasg reminds me of Zayn. Ed ever has Harry Potter posters. Ha! I keep looking through shelves and I come across a journal, There wasn't a title, I flipped through the pages and saw my name, some guys by the name of Jake and Dylan. Its like the journal has different letters for individual people. I go back to the very first page and their is a title it says: 

Katherine's Journal.

I am surprised it is in her brothers room but if she wanted it hidden from her parents I would hide it in my brothers room if I wanted no one to see my journal. I flip through the pages looking at names and I come across two that say my name. I feel like I should read it so i know how to help her. Harry is asleep so i'll go in to his, walk in, closet to read. At least I get a window and a light. I remember Sabrina telling me Katherine really had a tough life since she was younger. I check my phone to see the time 12:32 AM. Geez, well this is worth it.

Hi Niall.                                                                                                         June 14th, 2014

I am writtimg this like you will see this but hey its a chance. this isn't one of these letters where Iwant you to have sympathy for me. I just want to tell you and the others how you've gotten me to stand tall inside to keep myself strong. I feel like i'm writing this not for sympathy from you but to teach myself how strong i need to be to face kids in my school and the outside world. I hope you are one of the 5 people who know. Well without you knowing, till now, you are the 5th person. The other three are, my school counselor, and my best friend Ayana Chodak and Sabrina and kids in my classes who witness what happens.  I'm gonna tell you where it all stated. Well I was in 6th grade, that is the grade where everyone turns into assholes and think they can mess aroūnd with other people. I was a victim. Now i'm in 12th grade and I still am a victim of verbal bullying. They, well at least there is one guy who makes fun of me forecer and hey guess what he is a fukcing rude ass bitch! I ltteraly want to kill him, punch him UGH! Just let me get  out of this damn school! In late October mid November of 2013 I injured my elbow while I was in a volleyball match. I told my couch who is also my cousin that I think i pulled a muscle. She said to stretch it out and I will continue playing. Little did we both know it was more serious. So on my team I was/am the best server said by each player and I was in a game my turn to serve I hit the ball and I just lost all the feeling in my arm. I felt like I was going to faint. The only thing about this is my brother and aunt were watching me and little did I know my brother was filming. My aunt was there becuase my mom was diagnosed with shingles and she didn't want to show anyone because it was on her face one of the worst places to get it because it can injur your nerves. Well after that gmae we had a bus ride about 1 hour long. My friend Ayana kept asking if i was okay becuase I was pale in the face. I told her what happened. Well a shorte part, not about the almost fainting but I should've. Skipping that night I woke up the next morning, not in my bed becuase I was in to much pain. I know from your knee and the surgey think of the pain you had before and after mine was 2x that. I was balling my eyes out. I slept and cried myself to sleep all day because I was in to much pain to go into school. I hope your doing better. Wow. I should stop this is just me wanting sympathy when thats the last thing i want. kids are going through far worse than nerve damage, cybber and verbal bullying. The way I say I love you on twitter is because i really do. Not because of you being a big celebrity but because you make me feel complete and loved. You wont see this anyways so er bye i guess. Love to you and the boys and an amazing tour.