Poems For Jonghyun

May I?

I know it clearly enough
I feel it enough
Breathing but dying
Living but hurting
Smiling but crying
I know exactly what they are

May I... go with you?
It's also stuffy here
May I... go with you?
It's also lonely here

Jonghyun-a...
I've been thinking about it thousands times
Were you like me also?
And... May I?
I feel like my head exploding to feel everything

I surely know like you said
"It's my mistake. It's because of I'm useless"
And.. I'm also useless.
But I feel bad for someone..
Do you feel the same?

Didn't you feel bad for her?

Where they give us their lives, how can we do this?

But..
I can't bare it anymore
It's sicken

May I Jonghyun-a?