"Yeah, Alissa called asking if we could win against Jake Paul, I said we Gucci with the shirts with the snakes on 'em. I just heard the song Team 10 now I hate ya, Logan that will be your last hit like an 8 ball,".
Rice reached forward turning off the computer, "This song is fire!"
"Rice are we sure this song will go famous?".
He laughed, "Of course! We'll go multi platinum over night! We'll show that Jake Paul who he's messing with,". He gave me a little shoulder punch.I looked down escaping into my thoughts, I remember the day he locked me out of my own room. For what I remember, I didn't do anything, he always used me, like I was some type of slave for his personal benefits. He'd have Erika Costell fly girls out to California and expect me to be okay. He always asked me to leave so they can "hang out" in his room, rules were rules, and I had to play nice. He never understood my frustrations, and I never knew why. He thought it was so mature to create drama on Twitter when we were only walls apart.
A part of me hurt thinking of Erika, if you didn't know, ever since I left her and Jake have been a 'couple', though I swear she hated him.
I remember when Jake always pushed me around, I have permanent scars from when he pushed me into a bush with thorns. Now I remember how pitiful I was, I used to cry myself to sleep every night. The physical and mental abuse this kid had caused me was unreal. I thought this boy was the boy I would love forever. I thought he was the man I would say my vows too, and of course walk down the isle with.Ever since he snatched on that lock, my mom FaceTimes me every night. I don't blame her, she let her 20 year old daughter move to LA from Ohio with a promising boy, now that he caused so much dispute and of course abandoned me, what was a mother supposed to do?
I bought an apartment in LA right after having to pack up and leave the Team 10 house, and believe me, any merch I owned was burned immediately. Then I heard from a YouTube called RiceGum, he heard my story and the ordeal I had to face. He offered me a chance to make a diss track, after Jake's "it's every day bro" song/diss track was made against me. Also, at the same time Logan (Jake Paul's brother) wanted to make a diss track with me, so I decided to give Jake a taste of his own medicine. I did the song with Logan, and I was immediately called a cheater, even though I was long broken up with Jake. It's also unreal how many people actually believe him over me, reality check, this kid click baits you every single day! Well I guess it is everyday bro.
After the song with Rice, I met Ricky, the love of my life. I saw him around and asked Rice as a joke if I should date him, long story short he got me a Chanel bag for my 21st birthday and it was official.
I can't explain it, Ricky makes me feel different then when I was with Jake. Let's just say Ricky treats me like a princess, the type that is treated fairly, and doesn't have their emotions tossed around like one sick joke my groups of people who then yell "It's just a prank bro!"
I looked down at my hands seeing the scars from that's bush, Jake did everything to make sure that video was not leaked, but it was too late now. The damage has been done. Feelings of disarray flashed and bolted across my body to think I was the first team 10 member, and also the one that was treated the worst, like what example does that set for these group of kids?
All that matters now is that I live in the Clout House, and have never had a problem since.
"I'm sorry," a voice said, I quickly jumped back to reality.
I looked up and saw Rice, his face looked kind, and not the type that will roast you at any moment, like he usually is.
"I'm sorry, I know this might be hard. This kid needs to be put under control,".
I only nodded, placing my hair behind my ears.
"Your not the cheater, Jake is,".
This lit up a spark in me, a spark of hope. Maybe because it was coming from the one I'd least expect it to come from. I smiled at Rice feeling complete enough to keep living my life, or at least trying to.
"Thanks Rice,". He nodded his head.
"You wanna show the others the song before we release it?" He asked waiting so patiently for a reply.
"Yeah, let's do it," I said with determination. We both walked up and found the other members in the Clout House theater. Take that Jake Paul, you don't have a theater!
"Hey Guys! We wanna show you something!"
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Alissa Violet: Pain To Glory
AdventureDid you think Alissa's transformation from the first Team 10 member to their rival the Faze Clan was easy? Well your wrong, think again.