Alissa Violet: Pain To Glory

Coachella Pt. 2

My heart was dropping by the second, he was making out with another girl?!
Tears formed in my eyes and I stepped back.
"Alissa?" Chantel called out.
I didn't run, I was too shocked to run, sadness just overthrew my body.

Chantel pulled out her phone and I heard the phone take a picture. She put her phone in her pant pocket and walked over to me. Suddenly something grabbed my attention.
Over to my right, team 10 was watching. Taking a look at Jake broke my heart, his face was heartbroken looking from me to Ricky. Erika was standing to his side, trying to grasp the situation. I hid my face from them, hiding back my tears of frustration and hurt. I couldn't help but see the rest of Team 10 as Struck as I was. Everyone was gathering around watching, but it seemed like Ricky didn't even notice.
"C'mon Alissa lets take you to the bathroom," Chantel said putting her arm around my shoulder, leading me back to the bathrooms.

I cried watching my mascara stained tears hit the porcelain sink.
Chantel rubbed my back, taking deep breaths along with me.
"I can't believe he'd do this to me, how could he?". Chantel didn't have a response, she was still shaking as well.
I heard heels scrape against the ground, I turned to see Erika Costell. We have her sly looks.
"Alissa, we need to talk," she said without breaking face, was she trying to seem tough. I tried acting like I was okay, but I was hurting. Chantel and her exchange looks, she looked threatened, "Chantel I'll be back," I said. As I walked forward Chantel grabbed my wrist and dragged me back, her eyes were fierce. I nodded easily, before walking into the crowds with Erika. We crept off out of the Coachella crowd and out towards the street. We then went across to the silver railing that lined it. We both put our hands on the railing looking forward, watching what was a beautiful view of the sunset.
"I saw what Banks did,". She said almost calmly. "And it wasn't cool,".
I almost took offense, swallowing and moving my hair back, "Well you'll do anything to get bad news on the Internet about him,".
Erika didn't say anything for a while, soon I took a peak over and she was staring down, looking like she was troubled. "Alissa I do miss the old days,". "Old days... what old days?".
"Well you know," She said fiddling with what looked like an expensive manicure, "You, me, and Tessa,".
Tessa! The 18 year old dancer crossed my mind, I smiled thinking of the good times we had, but that was before I found out Erika was flying girls out to LA to hook up with Jake.
I bit my tongue, frozen, unaware of what to say.
"I know it's been hard, things are just complicated,".
I laughed, "Yeah, too complicated,".
Before Erika could say anything else, her name was being called from the crowds, impatient fans awaited her return. When she walked away I looked back up at the sky, noticing how it was still as beautiful as before, maybe even more. I felt relieved to be by myself with my thoughts, but they soon betrayed me, tears soon flooded my eyes of Ricky. How could Ricky just go off and do this to me? I don't understand him anymore.
"I'm sorry Alissa,". I voice said from the other side of me. This made me jump, springing to my side, there I saw Jake Paul. My heart dropped, I stepped back and turned away. I tried jogging away, but a hand grabbed me from behind. I was forced backwards and I felt my heels turn with the direction I was being pulled to. When I looked I saw Jake, his hands tightly gripping my forearm. "Let me go Jake!"
"Alissa I want to talk," he said annoyed, like stress was his only tone. I stopped struggling to be free, I stood feet away, still uncomfortable. "Why should I talk to you?" I soon realized I was shaking.
Jake didn't say anything for a while, I was getting fed up. I kicked gravel below my feet towards Jake, hitting his bare shin. "Stop!" He said stepping away wiping off his Gucci shorts.
It didn't take him long to respond to this, "I want you Alissa,". I crossed my arms almost stomping. "I know that now what for!".
He laughed shyly then stepped forward, "No...No I don't think you get it," I backed up studying his face, "Umm yeah I think I do,". As I went to step back again he reached forward quickly and grabbed my arm. He used his other hand to lift my chin up forcing me to look into his hazel eyes. Tears formed in my eyes as silence grew louder between us. I shook my body, I was scared. He bit his lip and filled the space between us, then somehow managed to pull me even closer. "Jake what are you doing," I said as he put a finger up to my lips to silence me. He leaned in closer, I could smell his horrid breath breathing down my face and neck. He could tell I was bothered but he didn't budge. "I'll say it again, I want you Alissa,".
He leaned forward with out warning and his lips were around mine, before I knew it my eyes were closed and one hand was wrapped around my lower waist and the other was holding my head up.
My arms drifted up and wrapped around his round skull, pulling me in closer. I tried to resist him but he had something Ricky did not, something I had missed. As terrified as I was I started to grow more passionate at the second. I realized what I was doing and jerked away. "What's wrong Alissa," he said. I fought against his seductive tone, "No! Your with Erika I'm with Banks!,". He almost frowned at me, "No, We say we are together just for good views, we aren't actually. She knows I was going to do this,". I was stunned, I leaned back crossing my arms, "She knew you were planning to kiss me?" Jake scratched the back off his head, "it's complicated. But I thought it was okay, I saw what Banks did so what gives?". My feelings sprawled out everywhere, "Well that's complicated too!" Jake looked down and back up, he kind of let out a laugh, "It didn't seem like it,". I looked down, I couldn't stand the sights of Jake, not after all the pain he had put me through. Has he even seen the music video? He better start looking at it before kissing me if he hasn't. I started scratching the back of my head, I was really confused on who I was now, I thought I was all sorted out.
"Alissa!" A voice called from behind, I turned to see Ricky.
"Alissa, what the hell are are you doing!"

I just wanna say, I meant this story to be non fiction, like what really happened for example Alissa's life in the Clout House, but if you don't understand why I brought Jake back into this, here's why. I was inspired by @GurlimShook to make this into a Jalissa story, plus I think people will like this better, check 'em out. Yes Gurlim if you are wondering I will add characters, I didn't yet because there is no use for them right now but they will serve a purpose later on, I promise.