Crybabykawa [Oikawa Tooru FF] IwaOi

Crying Oikawa

You seem to replace
Your brain with your heart

"Hahah! Hes so scrawny he's basically a twig- Oh! Look he's gonna cry!"

"How lame!"

Laughter filled the playground as I held back tears.

You take things so hard
And then you fall apart

"Loser!"

"Crybaby!"

I bit my bottom lip, trying oh so very hard not to let them slip.

You try to explain
But before you can start

Those cry baby tears
Come out of the dark

Tears welled up even more, to the point I coudnt see anything anymore.

Everything was a blur, I felt like trash.

"You're so pathetic! Weak and scrawny! God, what are you, a girl? Man up, Crybabykawa!" One of them put their leg to my arm and pushed my -with his leg- to the hard concrete floor.

Someone's turning the handle
To that faucet in your eyes

I started crying. Quiet sniffling could be heard as I tried so hard not to let out my wails.

They're pouring out
Where everyone can see

"He's crying! Hahahah!!"

"Loser!"

"He'll never fit in!"

Your heart's too big for your body
It's why you won't fit inside

They're pouring out
Where everyone can see

"I know..." I mumbled in between my cries and hiccups.

They call you cry baby, cry baby

"Crybaby!"

"Crybabykawa!"

"Man up, Crybabykawa!"

But you don't fucking care

I ignored them as my tears flowed down my cheeks. No expression was shown on my face. It was almost as if I were emotionless.

Cry baby, cry baby
So you laugh through your tears

"Haha...hahaha..." The laughter died down and they stared at me, wondering why I was laughing.

I got up and continued to laugh while hiccuping from time to time.

"What the heck? Why are you laughing, nerd?" One of them narrowed their eyes and shoved me back to the ground.

I let out a silent 'Ouch' and looked down, still crying, but now I was smiling too.

Cry baby, cry baby
'Cause you don't fucking care

They continued to chant 'Crybabykawa' together as I stared at the ground, not caring on what they were saying.

Tears fall to the ground
You just let them drop

My tears silently fell to the floor as I made no effort to hide my puffy eyes and red nose.

(You just let them drop)
(Cry baby, cry baby)