Friday 12th, September 2013.
These were the days I hated the most, the days when Science classes would go on forever.
As I blew out a breath of frustration the bell rang. I did not waster a single second, I rushed through the hallways towards the doors and went to sit on the benches outside of school. I took a seat on one of the benches and pulled out a pack of cigarettes out of my pocket, I took out a cigarette and put it between my lips, and enjoyed every single bit of the poison. I blew out a breathe and looked up at the sky and thought to myself how screwed up my life is. I am killing myself slowly, slowly dying, slowly fading away. And then that's it. It's all over.
I've had this lack of interest of my life since I was a kid, disinterest in breathing, disgust in waking up every morning, fatigue of repeating the same shit my whole entire life, dullness in living.
So depressing.
I held the cigarette between my fingers and looked at it curiously, analytically. Examining every bit of it, burning the ends of it. Smoke coming from out of it. Everyone seems to hate it and refer it as the death weapon.
But here's the thing about it, it's satisfying when you're in the need of something.
Flavorful, addictive, smooth. That is how I refer it. In my point of view.
I looked up and saw my two best friends getting closer by each step, I nodded to them but Josh & Drake has to make a fool out of themselves. They both shook my hand from both sides and started laughing hysterically for no reason. I chuckled to myself and how stupid they are. I threw the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it. As i looked I saw this girl, that caught my eye and my attention. I examined her quietly and innocently.
She has long brown hair like the waterfalls of autumn, the way her hair was flowing behind like waves in the sea, her eyes were like puddles of water, the deep blue reminded me of a daytime sky, her freckles were a pattern of discrete areas of darker pigment and her lips looked as they can be, irresistible. And her body was slim. Beautiful. Was the word.
The way she was innocent made me admire her from far even more. I couldn't take my eyes of her.
She was the type of girl you'd see, the innocent ones, straight A's, always behaving their parents, true friends. Perfect life if you asked me.
She seemed like the girl you wanna take risks with , the girl you want to get high with. I grinned to myself. I tried to make a move and go talk to her but my feet were like glued to the floor, just as I started moving and fixed my jacket, I felt a pair of hands on my shoulder.
"Woah woah man where you going ?" Josh asked as he pulled me away by my shoulder. I pointed out to the girl and suddenly I smiled to myself for no reason.
I looked at him and saw him smirking. "Ah nah dude she's not your type" he grimaced as her kept staring at her. Let's admit it she is beautiful.
The Drake came along and joined our conversation. "Yeah man she's just too .. Good, I mean I have math & english with her and trust me, she's nothing like you" he shrugged and Josh nodded in agreement. I looked at both of them and thought, why not turn the good girl into the bad girl ?
"How about this ?" I said as I put of my hands of Josh's hands and looked into his eyes as he waited for my suggestion. "If I can turn her into a bad girl and make her fall in love with me then I'd get what I want from each of you' They both game shocked looks then huge smiles were plastered on their faces. They high fived me. "But" Drake spoke.
"If you lose we get what we want from you" I grinned and nodded. This was gonna so fucking fun.
Drake & Josh pushed me towards her and I started making my way to where she was standing, she was with a girl I made out with several times at parties. She flashed me a goofy smile.
YOU ARE READING
I wrote about her.
Teen Fiction"So maybe this is all wrong, falling in love with you when I shouldn't have but i can't stop myself and you know what ? You can't just tell someone not to fall in love with that person. I love you and I think I love you more than I should"