i'm currently sitting in history class watching a documentary about the spanish/american war. and, i can't help but stress about everything. i don't know, everything just hurts so bad and i feel like complete fucking shit. nothings been going right lately and i've wanted death more than ever. school is ok i guess, but there's so much petty drama surrounding me and i wish i hadn't gotten to know certain people. i also miss a certain someone so much, like to the point where i can't help but cry. i know he never treated me right, but even still he gave me a purpose to be here. i question what the point of being here and being forced to exist is. because i'd really rather be gone.
sincerely,
kristen '-'
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Dark Thoughts..
RandomThis is just a jumbled mess of my thoughts that haunt me everyday of my life and they just won't go away.. If you are suicidal or depressed in any way, shape, or form, and things like this trigger your thoughts, don't go through the pain of reading...
