Little did she know • A tribute to Jennie Kim || khb.kjn

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🎶 In my dreams, I'm with you as I hold your hand
But cruelly, I say goodbye
When the sun rises,
As my pillow gets wet 🎶

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Lisa
Entry #2
May 15

Jennie is one of the strongest person I know.

Last night I dream about her smiling at me. When I woke up after that I find myself lost in thoughts and I had a hard time going back to sleep.

I just can't help but remember the first time I met her.

She was so quiet and intimidating back then . Kind of funny cause we were only 12 at that time but Jennie already have this boss aura with her.

Her stares are as sharp as daggers that will leave chills on your bones.

I tried talking to her first but my countless attempt often fails. She locked me out multiple times, she sometimes just completely rejects me and walked away. She never accept my offers and response to me with cold stares instead. But it didn't stop me.

She was scary but I saw her behind her walls. I saw the true her, I saw her vulnerability. I saw the sadness and longing on her eyes she keeps on hiding. She was the opposite of what she portrays

One day, I finally made her talk. I was annoying her and I ask her why is she being a brat as a joke.

I was surprise by her response. She told me she's just being strong and not being a brat and that she was sorry if she kind of hurt him and me.

That word left me confused. Why would a 12 year old girl needs to be strong? Why pretend? And who's him?

I asked our teacher about her, because I can't just let it go. That's when I learned about the story.

After that, I keep on talking to her and asking her, but she went back cold again after she snap at me.

Days after days, I tried approaching her. I want her to know she can have a friend but we never become more than just lunch buddies.

Until one day, she met Jisoo and then they met Rosé. Those two become her best friends at the end of the day.

And I was left there wondering if she will truly be fine.