Crossroads (A JustinBieber/ JasonMcann story)

Introduction

Past

I was a happy girl, perfect family, friends, school, and communities. I had everything and I wouldn't ask for anything more. For what I had I was happy but everything changed that late October night.

My birthday was the next day and I was so happy, while wondering what my parents where going to surprise me with this year.

But that changed when I walked to the front gate and I knew something was wrong. My sister hadn't run up to greet me like she always did, the air felt wrong everything just did. I walked up to the front door and before I could touch it, the door swung open slowly.

I walked down the hallway slowly and quietly afraid to make any noise. I knew then something was wrong, it was to quiet and what I saw next took my breath away and broke me. I knew I was never going to be the same.

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Now

5 years had passed and I was never the same after that incident and no one seem to get to me.

My friends tried and stayed by my side no matter what. I don't know how they could cause I couldn't stand myself and did things that I didn't even understand myself but had to do to survive.

My best friend Jason tried and so did I but I saw how I hurt him by me being like this. It hurt me because I loved him so much but I also loved him.

Everyone was losing hope But it all changed when he walked into my life.

He was slowly tearing down the walls that I had built up over the years.

Making small cracks, he seemed to be getting in slowly and I couldn't let him but as much as I tried he was winning. All the years it took to build up the walls and he was breaking them.

His name was Justin Bieber.

JUSTIN POV:

"I love you and I will always stay by your side even if you don't want me to!" I screamed "Don't you know that you drive me crazy!" I continued. 

"I love you, ok? I love you." I whispered this time.

She looked at me and I saw how sad she was. Her eyes looked so lifeless and it was killing me,  knowing I had caused some of that pain.

She looks away and sight shattering my heart in the process. Looking back at me she says the words I never expected to leave her mouth.

"I love you too Justin." those 4 little words made everything worth it but the next words killed me.

"I'm no good for you Justin. It's better this way. I love you but you deserve better. Goodbye Justin."

Tears were streaming down both of our faces. She can't leave me, not her.

"NO!" I shouted angrily. She looked startled at my outburst.

"Didn't you hear me?! I'm never letting you go. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me!" I yelled.

At that moment all the walls she had build up come crashing down.

I take her into my arms and hold her, repeating to her "Everything is gonna be alright" while trying to reassure myself.

I bring her closer to me holding her in my arms trying to reassure her that everything will be ok. I knew it would be a work in progress but I would fight for her, for our love. I knew we were both broken, but I would heal her with my love even if I died trying. 

I loved her and I was going to make her happy  I couldn't lose her, she was like a drug you can't put down. I was not about to let her go. I couldn't lose her, she was all I had left. No one would take her from me, especially not him. 

Jason POV
I loved her with everything I had. She was my best friend  my everything, the light of my day, my queen. 

I hated how I wasn't enough for her. How I wish I could take her sorrows from her. Carry the burden on my shoulder. My love wasn't enough to heal her and I understood that. it just made me feel incompetent.  Made me feel unworthy to love her. 

I did everything in my power to try and make her happy, pushing her to take her of her mental health. Encouraging her to join more activities and see a professional because as much as I loved her I wasn't an expert in the field. All I could do was love her and support her. Everything was falling into place, she was healing. Learning to see the beauty of life more often, taking care of herself but than he walked back into our lived and she completely relapsed. 

She fell back into old habits, and picked up new ones.  I knew she loved me despite our constant arguments. I felt it every time we were in the same room, when we cuddled and the night we made love. I knew that she loved me so much her tears didn't lie. But she also loved him or what he represented.

This wasn't gonna be an easy fight since he had also made an impact on her life. Even if it was negative. But I wasn't gonna give up on her, on us. I loved her and she loved me.

I knew I was the one for her and not Justin. I just had to fight harder. She was confused and lost, but I was gonna help her find her way back to herself and us. Because I couldn't lose her, and I know she couldn't lose me. We had always been inseparable, a bond so special that no one but us understood. We were one and the same. 

Trust me when I say I was gonna fight for my princess. Even if it was the last thing I did. Over my dead body would I let loose her. If Justin thought he could destroy our bond, he was way over his head. Our love was infinite and not even her could destroy it, he could try but he would lose. 

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I might finish this story. Justin is a little possessive in a creepy obsessive way. Poor Jason he doesn't want to lose his bff, the love of his life. Keep reading. -Mel