I closed my eyes and jump from the top of 24-story building and everything flashes before my eyes.
My reasons why I ended up taking my own life, I remember everything.
I am Ernaline Zaraza, a 19 year old girl who has been through a lot. I've suffered enough and I need a break, a long and peaceful break.
I grew up in a poor family but I didn't let poverty stop me from dreaming. I work hard just to finish my degree.
I graduated with Bachelor of Science in Mechanical Engineering but I failed to pass the board exam. I see my dreams shattered.
I am the only hope of our family, they never said anything but I know they are very dissapointed in me.
I've applied for many jobs but no one accepts me. Why would a company hire an unlicensed engineer.
I feel like a burden to everyone.
I tried to lean on my boyfriend but I caught him cheating on me.
I feel like my world turns against me,
Why now when I need you the most.
I want to runaway for a moment, I've never drunk alcohol before but not that night.
The darkest night of my life.....
What happen that night was my horrendous nightmare
I was raped.
I thought my friends can help me, I told them everything but they blamed me. am a victim but they made me feel that it's my fault. That I shouldn't get drunk to avoid being raped.
Tears started falling as I was falling to death. The wind hitting my body makes me shivered but I know this is the only thing I can do to save myself from drowning.
