As usual i start my day by getting up. I drag myself to my bathroom, look in the mirror and cry. I look at a disgusting figure, me. I see my messy, thick, crunched up, dirt blonde hair. I see my empty eyes, a sour green, with black bags hanging benieth them. My disporportional body, how my fat is the first thing to notice. And how my wrists, are covered in scars. Some new, some old. I put on a baggy brown sweater, with black pants, rusty and over-worn. And my black shoes and black laces, with the brown mud collected at the bottom. As I put on my peircings and mini black backpack, I put up my hair in a loose, crappy bun. And with my finished look, I am off.
I start walking to the cornor store to get my monster to finish my morning with a energized kick. The walk is lonly, I slip in my earbuds and listen to a calming song, Threnody by Goldmund. That usually last half of the way there, so I set it on replay and venture off. I get to my favorite local store and purchas my monnster, only to be stopped by an old friend from highschool. "Hey, Amber is that you?" There was excitment in her voice.
"Hey Ella!" I was also cherrful, she was my only friend back then.
"Wow! You look great, how has it been? It has been so long!" She franticly started throwing comments at me.
"It has been ok, Yeah it has been what, 3 years?" I said lying to her face.
"Wow, it has been to long! We should hang out today!" She said with a smile on her face. Ella was cute, she has black, long, silky hair. A septum peircing, and a few tattoos. Her eyes are bright blue, filled with happiness. And she has just the perfect body. And for her to still be as cute, and happy as she was just makes my stomach hurt.
"Yeah man" I said in a nervous tone, what is wrong with me! Ugh, I cant even meet a old friend without almost puking.
"We should go to my place, I have video games!" She said with a grin, as she guessed that is still my weekness.
"Sure sounds fun!" I expressed with a grin, for I feel in her trap.
"What is your adress? I will pick you up." She asked smiling. I gave her my adress and she was off, I start walking home and sip my monster on the way. Thinking about her.
