Back For You (camren)

The okay word.

Camilas POV

"Lauren...?"

my hand trembled as it held onto the staircase, my lips quivering and my heart pumping. She smiled and walked in the home, closing the door behind her. I ran to her and hugged her. Or...at least i tried to. I just smacked face first to the door and i fell.

She furrowed her brows and helped me up. How is she doing this? Why can she touch me...But i cant touch her? She brought me into her arms. I could already feel tears forming in my eyes, slowly rolling down my cheeks. She let go and looked at me and saw that i was crying. "My little camz, dont cry". She said softly as she attempted to wipe my tears, but they just continued to roll down my cheeks.

I sniffled, "i-i just...i miss you so much." I managed to say between choked tears. She smiled sadly, "I miss you too. A lot." My lips trembled. It was getting colder and colder. Each time she touched me, i felt a cold sensation. She sat me down at the couch. And we sat side by side, she held my hand with her icy, see through ones. How is she doing this. I tried to play with her fingers, but mine just go through hers, but each time she touches mine, She can move them but i also feel the cold, tingly sensation.

"How is it like?" i ask quietly. She looked at me confused. "how is what like?". I sighed. "um hows it like to uh...be dead. And whats it like in heaven?". Lauren only laughed and pushed a strand of hair out of my face. "being dead feels like nothing at all. Except, im not in heaven at all camz. Im in something you call, Purgatory."

I raised my eyebrow. "whats that?" "well its a place dead people go when they arent ready to move on. Like unfinished business. And i have unfinished business camz." I went silent. "Like what?" i asked. She held my hand and caressed them softly. "You camz. Im just not ready to let go of you and realize that, im dead gone." I shivered at her words and bit my bottom lip.

"Im never was able to let you go either lauren. I cant get over it." Lauren sighed and gestured me to lay my head on her chest and when i did. She felt more....how can i say this? Less ghost like? Human like? I cant explain but...it felt like she never left me. It felt like she is just right here with me. Living and Breathing lauren.

She stroked my hair softly. "How did you find me lauren? And were you trying to get in at 3am?". She smiled "yeah and i had to wake everyone up so you would too." I smiled, "atleast its worth waking up at 3am to see you again."

"I want you back lauren." i say softly trying so hard not to cry. "i miss you too, a lot. but ive made friends in purgatory who help me get to you."

I smiled "really? what do you there? Whats it like?". Lauren sighed. "like here. except everyone is dead. Well i met michael jackson and had a coffe with elvis presley." I gasped, "oh my god really?" She laughed and shook her head. "No i was just playing." "Oh lolo." I miss this. I miss us.

Lauren and i talked until what seem like 5am. Until i felt sleepy. Lauren looked at me for a while and i just stared into her eyes. She looked the same. I held my hand up to her face and placed it against her cheek. I felt it. I could feel her cheek. I caressed it and before i know it i was leaning forward to kiss her.

We got closer and closer and suddenly i could feel it. Her cold lips on my warm ones. It moved perfectly in sync and our tongues battled for domincance. She suddenly pulled away and our leaned her forehead on mine.

Did i just kiss a ghost?!?! I thought in my head.

"I love you so much" she said softly. "I love you too." She smiled.

"Forever?"

"Forever."

"Okay?"

"Okay"

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