I just want to make jokes and laugh at how silly and ridiculous this all is. Let's face facts. It's a thing. You need to know when to grow up. When to face the reality that you aren't perfect. I realized that along time ago so I try to help people and try to guide them but they want to be bitter humans and act as children and forget who did things and tried to help them when I saw nothing really happening I tried to push for it to be better but you know. I'm sorry you can't see it. I don't need you. I know I can make it. You obviously don't need me either I wish you would bot have asked my help. So many times i wish I said no. If I could so something's in my life over again I promise you in a heart beat I would but anything I did I did with good intentions and a good spirit and mind even if I knew it wasn't going anywhere or is going to end bad or with people using me. Like they always had. I hope you see the errors in life. I hope you learn from them. Relinquish and grow. I hope you do better. If not for the world them for yourself that's what matters. Stop wasting time and money on worthless brain damaging drugs and frivolous bullshit and go back to school get a better job go be somebody instead of people are listing you as. Be better. Do better. You have the power to fix your life. You have the power to turn things around. But YOU are the one who needs to make it happen. You are the one who can do it. I can help you no one can. And no one can help you if you don't listen and accept the advice. So stop being bull headed. Don't ignore the people you so called your friend and family. Stop being that person. Yes I have done things to antagonize but it's cause I knew it wouldn't happen. I knew from the start things would not be carried out like they said. But in the end I tried to be nice I tried to be that person but I got pushed and I got sick of it. Fast. I'm sick of people. Like I'm a loner always have been. I have my little family and two wonderful roommates and parents and siblings supporting me. So I have somebody at least. I have people around me who will help me grow who will help me succeed. What do you have? Take a look at your circle who are you surrounded by? Thats what matters. So stay home. Get yourself together. Stop taking shit for granted and watch your attitude and don't forsake your parents. Watch who you burn your bridges with because in the end it's no one else's fault but your own because you didn't learn from your lessons at a young age.
