Jungkook: My Lover

VIII

Jungkook's P.O.V

I lay restless on my office chair asking the same question over and over again. Thinking not once but twice. Should I propose to her? I might get rejected again. And this time she will remember it for sure.  OR should I make her mine first.. officially.

(*knock*)

"Come in!" I said as I sat up properly.

"Sir Jeon.. I was wondering if ... maybe we could go out sometime?" Jihye asked nervously almost like she was hesitating. "It's not like I like you or anything. But, I felt guilty of leaving you 2 years ago. So I wanted to make up the past time.. My treat" She smiled widely.

What the prick, Answer her you dumbfound rabbit! 

"Uhmm, sure. How 'bout tonight,then?" I came up close to her and caressed her cheek.

"Really? But I have work that I need to finish. And believe me I might take--"

"Shhh.. Tonight it is." I placed my finger on her lips.

She blushed like there was no tomorrow. 

"O..okay!" She quickly turned around and exited.

Way to go you oversized rabbit,you made her uncomfortable.\

But it's tonight. I'm going to ask her...

To be mine..

Once...

Again.

(*end of Jungkook's P.O.V*)

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Jihye's P.O.V

I felt guilty, not for leaving him 2 years ago. But....

(*flashback*)

"Noona, I'm gonna buy us dinner in Panda Express! Rest here for the meanwhile" Kookie said as I lay down on the hospital bed. 

He happily skipped exiting the room. Man, he is an oversized rabbit.

That's why I love him.

"Miss Son?" a voice came as someone entered the room.

"Ye..yes?" I peeked over to see who it was.. it was the doctor.

"Miss Son, your test results came back. And something caught our attention." He gave me a concerned look.

"What is it? Spit it out!" I raised my voice.

The doctor gave a deep sigh

"It seems your amnesia went away,miraculously. But it doesn't mean it can remain that way forever." He held up the results.

I see.. So I will keep losing memories, it can happen anytime. Anyplace. with Anyone.

"It's unavoidable.. I'm sorry to say. Yes, you restored your memories. But a particular part of your brain is still damaged, It can cause you to lose your memory constantly." 

I felt a tear drop. My heart shattered. And to think I can spend my whole eternity with Jungkook. Now, I'm a person with a disability. 

"Thank you,doctor" I gave a fake smile. As the doctor nodded and exited.

How, why did this go like this? How can I confront Jungkook about this? He was overjoyed when he saw I restored my memories. Now, he has to relive the pain over and over again.

I don't have the courage..

I don't want to hurt him again..

And this time he will remember it.. for sure.

I... Can't... tell.. him.

(*end of flashback*)

This, just frustrates me. To think I can have him in my life again. Without stopping. 

I don't want to see him cry again. It just hurts.

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RIIIIINGGG~

Kookie sent a text.

To: Noona~

Noona~ I'll be there to pick you up in 15 minutes. Wear something cute (*rabbit emoji x5)

Fr: Kookie (*rabbit emoji and a carrot*)

I couldn't help but to smile at his texts. He finally embraced the tease I kept giving him in highschool when I kept calling him rabbit for some reason. He just looks like one.

I got up and started to get ready. 

(*end of Jihye's P.O.V*)

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Jungkook's P.O.V

I smiled at my phone after I sent her the text.  

"Oh? Our little Kookie is all dressed up" Seokjin teased.

"Yah. Going on a date, I see?" Namjoon added

I simply nodded and wanted to get out as soon as possible.

"So,Kookie? Have you made up your mind?" Yoongi asked.

"Well. You'll eventually find out sooner or later,hyungs" I smiled at them walking out the door.

I had to pick her up 15 minutes later. But knowing Jihye. It takes her half an hour just to get ready. But as her soon-to-be. I need to get there. Who knows what kind of fashion disaster she can lay hands on, Namjoon-hyung would be pissed if I didn't help her fashion sense.

I arrived 15 minutes later at her home. Just I was about to knock the front door opened. It was Jihye. Weird, she would be flat-ironing her clothes by now. But now, she got ready and all. Even has makeup on.

I was in awe on how beautiful she was. It gave me chills. And a burning sensation. RABBIT control your pricking hormones. 

"Kookie?"She waved her hand and started giggling.

"Ye..yeah, shall we?" I took her hand and went inside the car, as we drove off.

I couldn't stop staring at her, I know she was beautiful before. But her aura now, it's different. She's radiant. I wanted to make the most of the night. 

(*Simultaneously thinking*)

I Should Tell Him...

I Should Tell Her...

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Author's Note:

Sorry for the short chapter. I promised myself atleast 1k words per chapter.. I ran out of ideas and needed to refresh my mind. But I will make sure to reach 1k words the following chapters. Again, I'm really sorry! 

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Sincerely,

Your Lost Fcking Weirdo xMore than Thanos' Infinity Stones