Life's Mystery

A Week With Christian

It's been a weird week. I got a gift from Trevor and I don't even know who he is. I still can't believe that he knows me even though we never met. Creepy!

I'm supposed to meet Christian at the movie theater tonight be with my headache and all. Man it hurts!!!

I get up anyway and take some Motrin (medicine) for my headache. I walk down stairs and trip over a box.

I get up and open the box. Really another picture of me and Trevor. What's going on? I'm in so much pain I must be my imagination. I need to lay down a little while longer.

I lay down and I fall asleep. I felt really weak and hurt. I felt like nothing can cure me. So I thought I would try to sleep it off.

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I woke up from my nap and it's 5:00. The movies is at 5:30. I get up and get my jeans, pierce the veil shirt, my black converses, and my beanie.

I took a shower and I've been really cold lately. Ever since the car wreck. I've been weak, sore, and cold.

I look at my clock and it's 5:20. I heard knocking at my door. I go downstairs, take some Motrin, and open the door to Christian.

I step out and he says"You ready?" I close and lock the door."Yeah I'm ready. You know we're going just as friends right?" "Yeah I know."

He walked to the car and opens the car door for me. I walk up and say"Thank you Christian."

"Your welcome" he said with a big smile.

He goes around the car and gets in. He starts driving and I turn up the radio. The song "Titanium by David Guetta" plays.

My headache went away but it will come back. I was quiet the whole way."Hey are you ok?" He says confused. I nod and say weakly "Yeah I'm fine."

He turns down the radio and says"You sure your never this quiet and you sound weak." I look out the window and say"I don't know what's going on with me. I'm just........ I don't know."

He stops at a stoplight and puts his hand on my knee."Look at me." I look at him and he says"You look sore, weak, and pale. Are you cutting yourself?"

I look away and I was mad that he thought I would do that."No! I'm not cutting myself!!" I said angrily. I start to cry.

I hate it when people think I'm doing stuff even though I never do it. I can't believe my best guy friend would think that.

He started driving again and turned left. I wish Vicky was here. She would've helped me out with Christian.

"Please god help me get to Vicky. I want to see her. Can you please help me? I want to earn money by singing, doing gigs, or something. Can you help me raise enough money to travel to go see Vicky. She is the best friend I've ever had. In Jesus name we pray. Amen."

Before I knew it we were at the movies. He parked and said"Look I'm sorry for making you........... Are you crying?" I look at him and I just get out of the car.

He gets out and says"Hey, hey, hey, hey. Look I'm sorry ok? I really am. What can I do to make it up to you?" I look away.

He pulled my head to his to where he can look into my eyes."Are you ok?" He said. I didn't speak I just quickly gave him a hug.

He wrapped his arms around me to make me feel that everything's gonna be alright. I really felt safe but not when I feel like someone's watching me.

I get chills when someone is full out watching me. He let's go and we go inside the movie theater. We saw the movie "The Other Woman."

It was about a boy who gets with more than one girl and the girls want revenge. My head started hurting during the movie.

A voice in my head was saying"She will always be mine. I'll just kill Christian if they start going out." "Hey Trevor who are you talking to?" Said Vicky's voice.

Then the voice continued"Maybe not kill him but take Elizabeth away from him." "No not gonna happen!!" I said thinking it out loud.

The voice gets mad and he made my head feel like someone shot it. I fall onto the floor. I felt so dizzy now that nothing was standing still. I mean nothing

Christian picks me up and puts me in the seat. The movie was over and he picked me up bridal style to the car and puts me in.

I lean against the door and feel like we're about to get in a car wreck. I feel sick and hurt. "I'm gonna die" I thought. I let the darkness consume my while entire body.

It been a weird and interesting life. I don't know if I'm dead but this week with Christian has been the best week of my life. Even if it's been a little bloody.