Miracle
When I See Marcel Staring At Me, The Whole World Stops. Well, At Least It Feels Like It. It Feels Like It's Just The Two Of Us Here. It Feels..Good. Wait..Wtf Am I Doing? I Quickly Look Away & Walk To The Lunch Line. I Can't Be Over Here Staring Into Boys Eyes Thinking That They Actually Like Me. No No No. Not Gettin Hurt Again..Again..Again Again..Well, You Get It. Plus, I Got School To Focus On. I Know It's Thd First Day But Still, Lol. Focus On School. Not Marcel.
There's Nothing To Eat As Always So I'll Just Get My Cookies & Apple Juice Like Usually. "Three Cookies & This." I Say As I Show The Lunch Lady My Apple Juice I Pick Up & Punch In My Number. "Okay, Have a Nice Day." She Says Wit A Smile As I Walk Away. I Look For An Empty Table & Fine One Near The Cafeteria Doors. Thank God It's Away From Latisha & Them.
I Take Out My Phone, Put In My Headphones, & Put My Music On. I Play 2048 Which Fusterates The Shit Out Of Me Because I'm Always So Close To Getting They Damn 2048 Tile. Ughhhhh. I Brake A Piece Of My Cookie & Eat It As I Turn My Music Up Caause This Is My Sooooong. 3005 By Childish Gambo.. I Love This Song.
"No Matter What You Say Or What You Do"
"When I'm Alone, I'd Rather Be Wit You"
"Fuck This Other Niggas"
" I'll Be Right By Your Side, Til 3005, Hold Up."
I Sing Along In My Head & Feel Someone Staring At Me. I Look Up & See Marcel Sitting Right Infront Of My Face Smiling, Showing His Sexy Ass Dimple. He Was Just Sitting Here, Wit Nothing. No Phone, Lunch, Headphones, Nothing. I Take One Of My Headphones Out & Ask, "What Are You Smiling For?" "Damn, A Nigga Can't Smile?" "Um, I Don't See Why You Would?" "Okay What's Your Deal? I'm Trynna Be Extra Nice So I Can Get To Know You & You Just Keep..Pushing Me Away. I Really Like You Miracle & I Wanna Get To Know You Cause Soon..Real Soon..We Gone Be Together So Loosen Up Around Me & Say Yes When I Ask You To Go Out Wit Me This Friday." He Says Looking Into My Eyes.
I Dont Mean To Push Him Away. It's Just Hard To Trust Niggas Now & I Really Don't Know If I Should Trust Him Or Not. He's Like..He's Everything That a Girl Could Eva Want. It's Senior Year. Why Not Take A Chance..I Guess. "Okay." I Mumble As I Look Down. "Great. Now, Miracle, Would You Like To Go Out Wit Me To The Movies Friday Night?" He Asks As He Fidgets Wit His Fingers. Why In The Works Is He Acting So Nervous??? "Yeah." I Say As I Look At Him.
Marcel
"Great. Now,Miracle, Would You Like To Go Out Wit Me To Thd Movies Friday Night?" I Ask As I Fidget Wit My Fingers. Yes, I Am nervous. I Don't Know Why But I Just Couldn't Take The Word No & I Was Afraid That She Was Gone Say No. "Yeah." Miracle Says As She Looks At Me. I Smiled & Grabbed Her Hand. "Great." I Say. Yes!! She Said Yes. I Grab Her Phone & She Looks At Me Like Im Crazy. I Type In My Number & For My Name I Put, 'Soon To Be Boyfriend<3'. I Hand Her Back Her Phone & Smile. She Looks At Me Wit One Eyebrow Up & Smiles. "Really?" She Says As She Puts Puts Her Phone Away.
"So Are We Friends Now?" I Ask As I Stare At Her As She Takes A Piece Of Her Cookie & Eats It. "Um, I Guess." She Mumbles. "Iight Well..Stop Mumbling Iight??" "Sorry." She Says Lowly. I Lift Her Chin Up & Smile. "You Know Youre Beautiful." "Thanks." She Says Wit A Smile. If She Was Lighter You Could Tell She Was Blushing, Hard. It Was So Cute. I Take One Of Her Cookies & She Stares At Me. "Why You Starin At Me?" "Cause You Took My Damn Cookie." "Oh Sorry. You'll Live. Cookies & Apple Juice Though? That's Kind Of A..A Really Weird Combination. " I Say As I Look At Her Juice.
"Whatever." She Says As She Smiles At Me. Damn, Her Smile Is Just, Wow. Damn I Really Like This Girl. The Bell Rings & She Gets Up. "Um, Are You Gonna Get Up?" She Ask. "Oh Yeah." I Say As I Get Up & Walk Next To Her. She Looks At Her Schedule & Ask, "What Do You Have Now?" I Look At My Schedule & Look Down At Her. "What Do You Have?" "I Asked You First." "So?" She Looks At Me Wit A Weird Look. "Sociology Wit Mr.Roberts."
Sociology? Very Interesting. "What You Wanna Be When You Grow Up?" "A Social Worker." She Says Wit A Huge Smile. Hmm..That's wassup. She Got Her Future Planned Already For Her. "I Have JROTC." "JROTC??? You Wanna Be In The Army?" "Not Really. I Just Didn't Have Anything Else To Pick." "Oh. Well, I Guess I'll See You Later. This Is My Class." She Says As She Looks Down. "Iight. By Best Friend." I Say As I Hug Her. Damn She Smelled Good Af. Mmmmm This Shit Turned Me On Too. She Wraps Her Arms Around My Neck & I Just Don't Wanna Let Her Go.
Miracle
He Smelled Like..I Can't Even Explain. I Just Didn't Wanna Let Go Of Him I Felt So Safe. He's Cologne Was Actually Turning Me On. & The Way He Hugged Me Was Just, Oh Gosh. The Bell Rung & I Let Go First. "Thanks For Walking Me To Class. " "Yep, I'll Be Back To Pick You Up." He Says Wit A Smile. I Smile As I Walk Into The Class & Everyone Stares At Me.
"Damn, Fat Bitch."
"Ew, Wtf She Doin In This Class??!!"
"Goddamn She's So Damn Fat."
"I Wish She'd Drop Dead Already."
I Could Usually Take These Comments But They Were Actually Getting To Me. I Just Wish Marcel Was Here Wit Me. I Take A Seat In The Back & Look Around. People Whisper, Look At Me, Then Laugh. Fuck Y'all Want From Me Like, Just Let Me Be. "What's Your Name Ma'am?" "Miracle." I Say Lowly As I Slouch In My Chair.
"Yeah, It's A Damn Miracle She Hasn't Eatin Us Yet." Troy Says As He Laughs. Wtf Is He Doing in This Class? "I Know Right!?" He's Best Friend, Demetrius, Says. Everyone Starts Laughing. "Enough Class." The Teacher Says As He Looks At Me Then Back At Troy.
Finally, The Bells Rings & It's Time For Us To Leave Out The Class. After Everyone Leaves, I Get My Stuff & Walk Out & To My Surprise I See Marcel. I Didn't Really Think He Was Gone Be Here.
"Hey Beautiful. How Was Class?" He Ask As He Puts His Arm Around Me. I Look Down & Reply, "Terrible. I Usually Am Use To People Puttin Me Down. idk What's Wrong Wit Me." "What You Mean?" "Like, I Walked Into Class Today & Everyone Was Callin Me Fat Bitch & Why She In This Class & It's A Miracle That She Hasn't Eaten Me Yet & I Wish Shed Drop Dead I Mean, Why Me?"
I Feel Him Tense Up & His Eyes Seem To Change Color. Tf. o_O Some Weird Type Shit. "Just Don't Listen To Them BabyGirl Okay?" "I'll Try. Are You Okay?" "I Don't Like When People Bully People Like That Shit Is Uncalled For. Tf People Doing Wit Their Lives That Shit Pisses Me Off." "Hey, Calm Down." I Say As I Look Up At Him. I Can't Believe He's So Angry Over That. It's So..Weird.
"Hey Big Ass. Damn I Feel Bad For Yo Mama's Vagina, That's Prolly The Reason She Died. Giving Birth To You're Fat Ass." Troy Says To Me As Him & His Boys laugh. I Know He Did Not Just -"Tf That For Man? You Got Fucking Problems!!" Troy Says As He Holds His Bleeding Nose While Sitting On The floor Against The Locker. What Happened? "Talk To Her Like That Again & I Will Fucking Kill You. Don't Believe Me? Try Me." & Wit Dat, Marcel Grabbed MY Hand & Walked Away. Oh No. Please Tell Me I'm Not Fucking Wit A Bi Polar Crazy Ass Dude. Cause I Don't Need The Drama
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I Have Extreme Writers Block Like It's Annoying. If Y'all Read This Help Me Out. idk What To Write Next Lol.
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Teen FictionA 17 Year Old Girl, Miracle, Has Been Bullied Her Hold Life For Being A Lil Overweight At Westfield High In Atlanta, Georgia. She lives By Herself Ever Since Her Parents Passed Away 3 Years Ago & She Has No Family. She's Been Living In This Cold Cru...