"Ill be in my room." I don't want to be with any one at the moment. I want Adam. I want to be in his arms.
"Okay." She smiles as she walks to the kitchen.
I see that my dad isn't home. Probably at work. He is a dentist. He is always so busy.
I walk up the stairs. My room is all cleaned. My mom probably cleaned it while i was at that place. I don't even want to think about it.
I close my door. Walk over my dresser. I grab some clean clothes and towels.
A good shower should help.
As i get undressed my eyes catches the picture that is taped to my mirror. Adam and i went to six flags two weeks ago. I tear up a little as i hold the picture in my hand. I throw it at the sink. Mad. For no reason. Why did this have happen. Why?
The hot water relaxes my back muscles.
I can't even cry any more. Im so annoyed that this had to happen.
I get dressed. Brushing my hair in the bathroom as i stare at the picture in the sink.
I hear a knock on my door.
"Honey dinner is ready. I have to go to a meeting.... Im sorry its an emergency. Dad will be home soon." I hear her foots steps. Rushing every. As the silence kills over. I breathe and walk down the stairs. She left my plate all nice and warm.
I eat on the couch while watching Americas next top model.
I knock straddles me dropping my fork on the ground.
I walk over . Opening the door.
"Hi.. Trevor."
"Hey ... I herd what happened... I just wanted to know if you need anything?" Trevor lived accros my street. We have known each
other sinch third grade. He has always had a crush on me.but when he herd i said yes to Adam. He kinda just gave up i guess.
"Umm im okay. You wanna come in?"
He smiles and walks in. He stops right in front of the couch not knowing where to sit.
I sit where i was sitting before. I pick up fork. I put my plate on the coffee table.
"So how long is Adam... Going to be in.. You know." I can tell he is nervous. He is trying not to stare at me.
"They are not sure yet." I change the channel into toy story 3.
"You wanna watch a movie with me? I ... I guess i need some one for company."
I really don't want him here but he is a hard guy to say no. He is to sweet and if i had said no he would of frowned. And his frown is just heart breaking.
He smiles and gets comfortable on the couch.
"Do you want popcorn."
"Uhh yes please."
I get up to do the popcorn. I wait for it in the kitchen. I lean back on the counter staring at the microwave.
Trevor walks over to the fridge and takes out a soda.
He opens it and stands next to me.
He puts his soda down. I keep staring at the microwave.
"Are you okay?"
I nod. I start to cry. Balling out. Trevor leans in and hugs me. His arms are so comfy. He smells like cologne and pines. I want to snuggle with him.
"I miss him." I whispers as more tears come.
He kisses my forehead. He doesn't say anything. Which okay cause i don't want him to say anything.
Beap
The microwave stops.
I wipe my tears and walk over to the micro.
I giggle as i open the burnt popcorn. He leans over me.
"Umm well... Do you have chips?" His smile warms me up. I smile back and nod.
I open the food closet and talk out the chips.
After that we spent all night watching movies. We watched : my girl, grease, and wall-e.
My dad was home since we were watching grease. He said he go home and saw me and trevor so he didn't want to interrupt.
