Confession

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~Zhengting's POV~

*7 weeks later*

"Xukun!" My voice was as high as my confidence to tell him how i feel, "Don't be too loud Zhengting, i'm here." Xukun patted my head, it feels like i'm really hyper today. "It's really boring here, let's go somewhere else." Xukun agreed, we went to abandoned classroom, it's not haunted, most students spend their time in there. We were very silent at first until i started the conversation, "Xukun, have you fell in love with a guy before?"

"No, but now, i think i am." Xukun smiled and i smiled too, "Xukun, i know this is crazy but, you know what? When i first met you, i was confused if i am straight or not. Until i realized that i'm not, i fell in love with someone who made me stronger. He thought me not to give up on life, Xukun, i'm very sorry but i love you." I looked at Xukun with the happiness in my eyes but Xukun didn't looked back, looks like he doesn't agreed on what i said. "I'm sorry Xukun, i'm just telling my feelings for you, i know you didn't loved me back. I think i should go." I exited the room with a broken heart, i think i should leave Xukun for awhile. I was such a fool, i overflowed my confidence but that's all what i've got.

~Xukun's POV~

When Zhengting confessed all his feelings to me, i was shocked, i know he's the guy i loved but when he confessed, i was really surprised. "I'm sorry Xukun, i'm just telling my feeling's for you, i know you didn't loved me back. I think i should go." Zhengting exited the room, "Zhengting, i--" it's too late, he was completely out of the room. I was about to tell him how i feel for him but i can't anymore, i regreted everything.

Days had passed, when i pass Zhengting's classroom, he's not there anymore. Zhengting must have ignored me all the time, it really hurts, i had no one to protect on, i had no one to be on my side anymore. I really felt sorry for Zhengting and myself, "I'm sorry Zhengting, i'm really sorry." I whispered to the air, when classes were over, i went inside Zhengting's classroom and went to his desk, i saw a small notebook and it's from Zhengting, he must have left it. I saw a lyric of 'Just the way you are' by Bruno Mars and after that, i saw a little note below the song.

All i wish is that someone i loved will sing me this song....

-Zhu Zhengting♥♥

I closed the notebook and hid it on my bag, at least i had a thing from the one i love, i will cherish it forever. "I miss Zhengting."

~to be continued~

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