Only you

Trouble

You open an eye slowly as someone enters the hot tub.
"What do you want Brendon?" You ask as you close your eye.
"Please just listen to me." Brendon said.
"Fine. 5 minutes." You say as you look at your watch.
You listened as Brendon was talking and apologizing over and over for having to leave for his tour.
"I love you but why am I stuck here? I'm a singer too." You say as you swim to the other side of the hot tub.
"It's my manager.. remember him?" He said shyly.
"Yes. That still haunts me. It will give me nightmares periodically.." You say.
We don't continue to speak and jump of the deck into the pool spending the last few hours before Brendon has to leave together.

You hardly sleep through the night as you feel yourself slipping without Brendon. You wake up and immediately throw a party to have an excuse to drink. Everyone you know comes over as well as people you don't. You drink a glass of whisky and hear people talking and whining to you.
"Cry me a river!" You say as you take another swig.
They say something under their breath that sent you over the edge.
"I'm glad Brendon is gone. I hate him, but I mean look at her body." He nods over to me. You only heard him say "I'm glad Brendon is gone. I hate him," and that pissed you off.
You stand and slam the drink down on the table.
"What the fuck did you just say?!" You start to walk towards him.
"Get the hell outta my house!" As you were screaming at him a few guys looked you up and down so you threw them out. Everyone you had bad blood with you threatened.
"You guys are next." You say as you pour a bottle of vodka into a thermos.
You run upstairs with the thermos and slam the bedroom door behind you.
"Fuck. Fuck," You repeat yourself in between swigs of vodka.
"Ugh, Brendon and I both know we need each other.." You get up and stare in the mirror.
"Brendon, I need you. We both know I need you more then you need me now.."
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I had to leave Kat in the middle of the night for the tour. I had missed her since I got up. I begged my friends to go out for drinks, but all it took was me saying 'drinks'. We had spent a few hours at the bar before we left for the hotel. I tried to call Kat but the car made a stop, that stop was another car hitting us. I don't remember anything up to me trying to call her.
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It was 3 in the morning when you hear a knock on the door. It hadn't woken you up because you still had this weird feeling you couldn't shake off. You open the door forgetting you were in small leather shorts and a sports bra with only your long hair to cover yourself. Two policemen stand at the door.
"Are you Kat?" One of them asks.
"Yes..?" You were hesitant.
"Brendon has been in an accident." The other one said without looking up from the file.