My Messy Life

chap 1

Everyone has that stage of life, when your life seems worthless to you, I was going through that stage

We have to figure out our goal , aim, dreams, every human being was put on earth with a purpose, I have to figure mine

My life is a mess, every single person whom I love was gone, uncle,granny, aunt were dead, one by one, slowly slowly I lost them, they were my everything, I was in depression for such long time, that I stopped caring for peoples, I feared losing them, had one friend, that too not a best but a good friend, she was all I had along with bro, mom and twin sisters ,I don't like connecting much with social life, after these pains, I had stopped socialising ,but now it's better than before

only aim I had was minding my own business, no boyfriends , nothing ,I started taking interest in books and nothing else, I became a nerd,

life of a nerd is pretty simple and awesome and i love it, but I never used to bear bullying, no never!, So me being nerd and bullying is not related at all, I fought back with all my might and earned image of hothead nerd!, I m good if your good to me, and I m worst if your bad with me, so people stopped messing with me, and I had a peaceful life. And I was thankful for that,

It was 8 :15 , mom shouted"Allie m gonna throw water on you now, wake up" it's fifth time my sleep was Disturbed by mom's shouting, I love sleeping, I m not a early morning person, actually I hate to wake up early,

it was just 8:15 for God's sake, I still had 2 hours , are they alright?, is house on fire?, I don't give a shit , I m supposed to sleep , let it be,

as I said nothing was alright, mom was shouting cause today is the day, the day that we clean whole house, every single thing!!!!

I hate to work at such early morning, and really even after cleaning everything all the day , it makes no difference. Groaning I wake up, cursing stupid work , if morning's like that than it's going to be a long day,

Later putting my pajamas and Daisy duck shirt on , I head down to be greeted by half sane-half pissed mom, handing out bucket to me with ugly mop,

I usually make breakfast but i skipped it, today I don't feel like eating it,