Yeeeeees. Summer, finally! There are so many reasons I adore summer. First, that's the time I can go swimming on the city pools. I swim really good but my mom doesen't have money to let me swim on winter to. Second, I have really nice body and I look pretty in water and when I'm all wet, unlike most girls. And then, I sure am noticed when I go to the beach or pool. By my jumps, and swimming, and smilling uncontrolable and beauty. And yes, no school!
This semestar sucked. I've got a diagnosis for bone cancer. I've been missing most classes because I've been colapsing from tiredness and sickness. And profesors havent understoad. I mean, how can someone who isn't in classes at all and being in pain all the time have exelent grades as allways? I hate them! My fricking classmaits haven't been more patient with me either. I'm all alone. They 'didn't know how to act with me now'. Well, just a sholder to cry on would be enough. I'm not getting any chemotherapy because my mother believes that nature will cure me on her own when it's time. I am so full of bitterness and anger that I'm scared. The only good side of this shit is that I still have my hair. I'm alone, so I'll have to go alone. It's not a big deal. It doesen't metter. Rachel can take some alone time.
I'm giving my last look to a mirror. My curly lightbrown hair is in a ponny tail. My brown eyes are big and curious, as allways. My body is in shape, i exercise regulary. I'm taking my towel and leaving home.
The sun is just rissing. This promisses to be a one of days to remember of.
