Hey I'm Shani Naziel banks. I'm 18, 5'7 , and browned skin with, dark brown eyes. Everyone I come in contact with I want to fight. My medicine helps me to contain myself & be more lady like.
I don't have anger issues or anything, I'm pretty chill. But when some idiotic waste of space like Antonio Seaton start running their mouths ( like a never ending waterfall ) I get ticked off . That counting to 10 stuff doesn't work for me.
I try not to focus on the word people call me. They stuck to me like glue. Sometimes I wonder if I could be filled with so many words that I explode. Nope .
There is this one particular sentence I'll never forget it was given like an unwanted gift, that you still chose to keep because it keeps you moving. And your afraid if you let it go... You let yourself go too.
"your a worthless piece of trash the only reason ya here is 'cuz I fa' got to protect my self ". These words came from my father . My father was a mindless drunk & addict. Who could not get his life together because he was always high.
He left when I was 9. Just disappeared. "people come and go " my mother would say. I never had the courage to ask her do they ever come back to say goodbye .
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Teen Fiction18 year old Shani banks has a problem with fighting . She isn't going through anything moody. she just always gets into fights. But she takes meds for it. she can't help to keep words given to her even if they are negative. Which they are all the...
