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Can't believe this.
is this really happening? as i start to read the letter. I broke down in tears, I start cussing in my head, I blame myself for letting you go. Ran outside in the rain, I was starting to feel my mouth getting dry and dryer but the mile, my sides start to sore and twiss, but I don't care. As I kept running I pass your house. I stoped and went back. I'm drench in sweat, water and tears. went on your porch knocked on your door, a lady came out and ask what i want. i said " is kassey home? my heart starts to pound and it kept getting louder and louder untill i can hear in my ears. the lady said no she isn't, my heart sank. I asked her " do you know where i can find her ?" the lady said did she tell you? she send a message to all her friends that shes leaving to the military today, when she said that i immediately black out and walk away slowly. I felt... i was in a twilight zone, time was slowing down by every second, i felt so miserable. As I kept walking.. my body become weak, my legs start to shake uncontrolably, I collapes, break down crying in the middle of the road. All Kassey said in the letter was we need to break up and im leaving. I wanted to kill myself... but if i did that it would be unforgiven of me. Everytime i said her name, my spine shrivel in a cold sinsation waiting to be broken. As the days pass by i started to become stiff and broken, i start to shake in sickness.
I went to the restroom, got into my moms medical kit, that she has stashed under the sink. I opend it and saw a bottle of pills, I reached out and got them, as I stand up and looked into the mirror. My eyes are redest can be. I looked down as im praying to god " god please this is the only way i can get better. I'm tired being like this, I'm sorry". as i lick my lips I put the pills in my hand, i shoved all of them in my mouth, feeling each one going down my throat. I didn't care for my life anymore, i just wanted it to be over with. While im saying this this i grab a piece of paper and a pen, I start writing my goodbyes to kassey and family
Dear kassey
you mean the world to me, when you read this it's my goodbye letter to you and my family. I charish the things that we did, and also our love for eachother. but things went down hill... im sorry for the things i did and say. I wasnt trying to hurt you or anything. I was trying to make a point but you probably don't give a fuck now so yeah... remember me as someone you enjoyed talking to everyday and have something to talk about I will miss those times. When I'm sad I look back to our old text messages, they put smiles on to my face but not for long, then they die out with the rest of our memories. It's not like it was a bad one. I will miss talking to you and you talking about your cat fetish. That was really funny at most points, I hope you will find someone is worth talking to and doesn't fuck up everything
mom and dad im sorry, i let you down your probably going to miss me a lot, im sorry for putting you guys threw this, i don't want to get in the way of every thing anymore. Mom you're a hard working young lady and you try to make our lives last when we have so little time left. I will always love you and forever, It's time for me to go. Goodbye
sincerly a memory
