My Notebook

5/17/18

The night sky trembles in fear,
The sun tounting it from afar.
i stare blankly at the moon,
longing for it to stay for a little while longer.
The bats flap their leathery wings to hide from the light,
Maybe, i am a bat.
Maybe, i hide from what is in front of me,
hoping it will never catch me.
i am unaware of what to feel,
or, more so, how to feel.
Happiness is something i have abandoned,
It will never catch me.
The only thing i see in front of me is darkness,
behind me, the sun rises.
Debating what to do, i sit,
The sunlight, and the moonlight, perfectly aligned.
This state of equalibrium, the moment i've been dreaming for years.
The moment when i am finally at peace,
And i am truly happy, and thankful for all my friends,
Forgiving my past,
And letting go of all the evil i have done,
Has finally come.

Thank You.

All of you.

For helping me to feel happy!