Ever sit there and say "I should write a book, or at least write something?" Well...this is what this is. My life as it comes. For the record, no! This is not a dairy at all. I will not share what has been, instead I will begin with the present.
As of today I find my self in a relationship. In school and working a boring job. I love my boyfriend very much even though the idiot forgets half of the time. He has had a long past, now for the mistakes of some half cent worth of girls. I'm paying the damage they have done in him. He deals with mistrust, insecurity and jealousy. I know perfectly what I'm worth, to this day I don't know how in Jesus name did he managed to catch my eye. I'm very proud, very secure and independent. Usually all "his flaws" would make me run for the hills. But damn it I fell in love and I fell hard. I haven't seen him in a couple of days. He has been working late lately and I have to work on homework at night. This morning the funniest thing happened, I woke up thinking that he was next to me. I rolled over, smiling like an idiot...to my pillow! Such a fail of a morning.
