Show Yourself {ziam}

2.

     I began to debate with myself on weather or not i should go up to zayn or not , i mean i have never had a problem talking to people but with zayn it's a whole diffrent story. First of all, he has a very short temper and i'm slightly afraid of being pounded on . and second of all, lets not forget the fact that i may have a slight crush on him so i get very nevous around him.

   

     so i geuss this pretty much sums up my decision: I'm not going to talk to zayn. But for some strange reason i feel like i need to talk to him , like if i talk to him i could help him.

     Without a second thought i stood up from my seat and walked right out the front doors of the scool building. luckily no one followed after me so i was able to get out without getting caught. i slowed my pace down once irealized what i was doing : i was approching Zayn Malik .

     Maybe this is a bad idea . Maybe i should just turn around and go back into school . "don't do this liam" "just go back to what you were doing" i tried saying to myself before i realized that i was only about 20 feet away from him and he was staring right into my eyes ,like he was taking my soul .

    "i geuss there's no turning back now" i said to myself . I took a deep breath as i walked up to my sexy hot-headed crush.

"h-hi zayn i was just wondering if you were okay" i managed to stutter out.

"what do you want payne , i didnt call a pitty party did i " ? wow that was definitely not the reaction i was hoping.

"n-no zayn but i just came to see if you were okay because things got a little out of hand back there and it looked like you needed to talk" i honestly can't believe I'm talking to him without rambling . the last time i talked to him was when i first moved here and it didnt turn out very well.

Zayn took a step towards me alittle nervous so i took a step back. but what i wasn't expecting was what he said "well you thought wrong i don't need anyone to help me out so why don't you just walk your little gay ass back into that school and forget any of this happened. forget i even exist" He mumbled the last part thinking i couldn't hear him . his words hit me like bullets, i never thought Zayn would have so much hate towards me i have never done anything to him so why did he blow on me. I stood infront trying to hold back tears but i couldn't, so i let the tears fall and walked away . But, out of he corner of my eye i could see Zayns face turn from hard and angry to soft and sad

what the fuck?